kuma yashiga fitowa tmkr fitsari duk ya jike fuskar khalid ,ganin fitowar wannan ruwan bai sashi ya daina ba yacigaba da yi ruwan na sake fitowa.


*game da wannan ruwan dake fita a gaban mace a duk sanda nmj ke karkad'a belin ta ,wanda wasu matan ke d'aukarsa amatsayin fitsari Wanda ba haka bane , shi fa wannan ruwan ba fitsari bane (sukwati ) ake ce masa wato ruwan dadi, wani dadi ne na daban na musamman dake jikin mace ,asali ida namiji ya kai azzakarinsa Gurin belinta yana karkad'awa shi wannan ruwan dadin zai dinga fitowa tmkr fitsari,amman ba wai mace karon kanta ke bukatar zuwansa ba ,idan dadi yayi tsananin dadi ne ake ganin wannan ruwan mai kama da fitsari ,shi dai wannan abun yana faruwa ne idan nmj yasan inda zai ta'ba agaban mace ,Amman idan nmj bai ta'ba belinta ba babu yadda za'a yi shi wannan ruwan ya fito adaidai wannan lokacin da'ake sex da mace*


Sai daya gama karkad'a joystick dinsa sosai ,tana ihun dadi mai gyaraye da azaba sannan ya shigeta da karfin gaske har sai data zabura ta bude idanunta da suka gama canza kala zuwa jajja jajja tana furzar da hucin azaba ,daren dai Sam khalid bai barta ta huta ba kwana yayi yana auratayya daita a d'aure idan yayi sex daita yayi realizing sai ya kwanta ya huta haka ya dinga yi har aka kiran sallah sannan ya barta a matukar jigace, iya wahala ta sha ,kasanta kuwa ji take tmkr ana ambulata yaji ,banda hucin numfashin azaba babu abinda take, tana tsiyayar ruwan hawaye hakika dan Adam ya wuce raini da wulakanci ,saboda kowani bawa da irin bawarsa ita dai taga zahirin waye Khalid da take wa kallon hadarin kaji ,yaron da take ganin babu abinda zai iya yi mata arayuwa Amman shine yau ya dinga juyata akan bed kmr yasamu tuwo ko wani sitiyarin Mota kuka take sosai har ta kai ta kawo, hawayen ma da kyar take iya matsowa daga cikin kwarnin idanunta ya k'araso gareta ya kwanceta yashige bathroom abinsa yayi wankan tsarki hade da alwala ya fito ya bud'e wardrobe ya zero jallabiya coffee colour ya zira ya fashe jikinsa da turare duk tana kallonsa da kumburarun idanuta ya sanya kai fice batare yayi tunani taimaka mata ba .
Ta sake matso idanunta wasu zafafan hawaye suka gangaro mata tunda take bata taba fuskantar wannan yanayin acikin rayuwarta ba .


Har gari ya waye tan gara rau Da kyar sajida take iya bud'e idanunta tana duban Khalid da yayi mata masauki acikin kirjinsa, so take ta turesa ko tayi yunkurin hanashi ,abinda yake mata saboda bakinciki abinda yayi mata jiya ,Amman bata da karfi da kuzarin hanashi abinda yakeyi cikin murya irin na tashin hankali take furta masa leave me alone....
"just leave me banaso Dan Allah karka sake kusantata banaso ,bai ko amsa mata ba sai cigaba da shafa jikinta yake yana murmushin mugunta "kinji mazan ba ki natsu babu abinda zan miki yanzu ,Amman idan kinyi gardama ko nuna taurin kai nima ashieye nake dake .
Da taimakonsa ta tashi tashiga bayi tayi wanka, ta dade abayi tana gasa jikinta da ruwan zafi , sannan ta fito tana ware kafafunta Dan azabar datake jin yana ratsa jikinta ko daren farkon da ogan 'yan fashin daya amshi budurcinta bai kai wannan ba .
Koda ta fito ta iske shi zaune har ya d'auko mata doguwar riga a d'akinta yana ajiye agefensa ,yana ganin yadda take tafiya yana rike bango, ya kwashe mata da uwar dariya yana tafa hannuwansa duka "gud job Khalid ,kinga aikin yarinta da premature ko yar tsohuwa ?
"Ni kaina ban ganewa kaina ba alokacin danake abubuwan ,bazan ce ni bane ko akasin hk Amman dai ke a tunaninki mai zaki iya cewa?
Tacigaba da takowa ta zauna a Kan bed side da kyar tana ciza bakinta batare data kallesa ba .
Dan wani irin masefaffen kunyarsa take ji ,gabadaya ta kasa had'a ido dashi ya mika mata hannunsa al'amun tazo garesa ,babu musu ta mika masa nata hannun,ya kama yayi mata kyawawan mazauni Akan cinyarsa ...
ya zira mata kaya ya kwantar daita sannan ya fita daga d'akin yana shafa sumar kansa, bayansa tabi da kallo tana mamakin abinda ke faruwa daita tmkr a mafarki ko cikakken minti goma bai yi ba ya dawo d'akin hannunsa rike da tire ,ya hanyo bedside ya ajiye akai ,sannan ya had'a mata tea mai kauri ya tayar daita ya jingina bayanta da gadon byn yasanya mata pillow,ya dinga bata tea abaki tana sha ahankali tana kukan zuci ,Dan bata isa tace bazata sha ba ,ita yanzu gabadaya ma a matukar tsorace take dashi ,kanta ta kawar gefe muryarta can kasa tace "am okay "
Bai ce mata komai ba haka fuskarsa a daure ya tattara kayan ya fice daga d'akin ,bata sake ganin fuskarsa ba ,asalima kulle gidan yayi yakama gabansa .


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After 5 week's


A wannan tsakanin lokacin gabadaya me'ad ta rasa gane yanayinta komai dai yinsa take cikin dauriya da karfin hali , saboda wata irin kasala da take fama dashi ,ko a office rabi aiki ne rabi bacci ,idan ma a gida ne sai ta wuni tana kwance a d'akinta tana bacci batare datasan me duniya take ciki ba , sannan ba kowani irin kamshi yanayin datake ciki take bukata ba ,wani lokacin idan ma kamshin ya hau kanta dayawa, yanzu ne zata kama kelaya amai da ciwon ciki kmr zata mutu , hankalin mummy yayi matukar tashi har ta kai ga yunkurin tambayarta saboda yanayinta yasoma bata tsoro kar aje abinda take tunani ne ke yawon sata bacci ,Dan haka ta sameta a d'akiya kwance .
Bayan mumy ta gama kare mata kallon tsab tace " ni kuwa me'ad me ke damunki gabadaya kwanakin nan narasa gane kanki sai ma nake miki kallon kmr mai shigan ciki?
ta k'arasa mgnrta gabanta na fad'uwa duk da tasan ba laifi bane idan hakan ta kasance.
" murmushim gefe baki me'ad tayi kana tace "haba mummy wani irin ciki kuma ana cikin wannann yanayi ?
Amman ranta cewa tayi ina ma da gaske ne hasashen mummy, da ita kad'ai tasan farinciki dazatayi, abinda take ta zaman jiran tsammaninsa shiru tun bayan haihuwar nasreen ko 'batan wata bata sake yi ba ,zatayi murna da samunsa duk da halin tashin hankali datake ciki ,runtse idanunta tayi hawaye na gangaro mata sakamakon tuno mahaifinta datayi da kuma auren da mijinta burin ranta sanyi idaniyanta ke k'ok'arin ....
"Ya Allah ka sausauta min halin danake ciki ,Allah jinkaina karka jarabeni da abinda bazan iya ba....
"Allah ka sanyaya zuciyar mahaifina ya gane illar abinda yake shirin aikatawa rayuwata , tasani ba'a yiwa wani bawa biyayya akan sa'bon Allah, ita dai tafi son koda zata koma d'akinta yakasance mahaifinta yana farinciki da hkn, addua take sosai mumy na amsawa da ameen had'e da rarrashinta " ki daina kuka haka me'ad komai zai wuce da yarda Allah duk abinda yayi farko zai yi karshe,ke dai ki cigaba da yiwa mahaifinki addua saboda yayi nisa dayawa ,al'amarinsa yana mugun d'aure min kai Amman da sannu addua zata mana maganinsa, jiki a sanyaye mumy tabar d'akin, hawaye yacigaba da gangarowa me'ad bakinta ya kasa furta komai sai kallon saman d'akin data cigaba yi .
Kullun me'ad na faman da kanta wanda kusan take jin aikin ma kmr ta ajiye shi ,haka zalika duk hutun karshen sati fu'ad tare da me'ad yake yinsa su more junansu agidan ubanta batare da saninsa ba yana can gurin yadda zai raba auren kowa ya huta ,a tunanin dady tunin yayi musu katangar karfe saboda umarnin daya bawa mai gadi na kar ya sake ya bari fu'ad ya sake shigo masa gida ,Yayinda mumy itama ta gindaya masa nata sharadin ,"matukar ya hana fu'ad shigowa gidan sai dai ya nemi wani aikin ba dai a gidan ba Dan itace silar zuwansa gidan.

a halin yanzu dai iya abubuwan da dady zai yi sun gama kammala jira kawai yake karshen watan da safwan zai dawo kasar yake ,sannann yashigar da zance kotu ta yadda ana kashe auren bada wani jimawa ba zai d'aura musu aure su bar kasar gabadaya.


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*AYSHA A BAGUDO*


~DEDICATED TO~
*MARYAM ALHASSAN D'AN'IYA (MAR'OB)*


page 86


......dady ne zaune a d'akinsa akan kujerar kushin me zaman mutun uku, idanunsa na kan TV bango yana duban labaran da'ake watsowa da tumi tuminsa a tashar CNN, a zahirin gasky idan ka kalleshi zaka d'auka labaran da'ake gabatarwa yake sauraro, wanda sam abun ba haka bane, idanunsa ne kawai akan tv amman gaba d'aya Hankalinsa da tunaninsa yana gurin tunanin yadda zai fuskanci lawyer da zance kashe auren d'iyarsa .
yana cikin wannan tunanin mumuy ta turo kofar d'akin ahankali tashigo bakinta d'auke da sallama wanda sai lokacin ya dawo daga dogon tunanin daya lula yana sauke naunauyen ajiyar zuciya da karfin gaske.
ta k'araso inda yake zaune tana dubansa sannan ta samu guri kusa dashi ta zauna tana cigaba da dubansa .
"dady ta kira sunansa cikin sanyayiyar muryarta "
ya d'ago kansa suka had'a ido daita batare da yace mata komai ba.
"me yasa dady.......?
"me yasa kake son damun kanka akan wannan matsalar alhalin kasan ba cikakkiyar lafiya ce tawadaceka ba?
"bazan gaji da baka shawarar ,ka daina jayayya da ikon Allah ba"
"dady ka fita hurumin Allah, ka bar yarinyar nan ta k'arasa rayuwarta da mijinta..
"kar kayi kuskuren tsokano fushin Allah akan dalilinka mara tushe da ma'ana kaje rabo yayi ajalinka su cigaba da rayuwarsu .
" yanzu idan ka mutu acikin wannan halin me zaka cewa ubangijinka akan wannan lanarin?
"kul dady ina gargad'inka ka barwa Allah komai kabar me'ad ta koma d'akinta arziki na Allah,sannan babu wanda aka haifa dashi ,idan ma mun tara arziki anan inda muka nema muka tara anan zamu barsu. .....


tunda mumy tasoma mgn bai yi niyyar cewa komai ba,har sai da ta kawo karshen maganarta sannan yace "duk abinda kika zayyano nasani babu karya aciki ,amman kisani ni fu'ad din ne kawai banaso, sannan banida dalilina akan hakan ,facce gasky nafi son yaron nan safwan saboda har kwana gobe yana sonta.

"to yaya za'a yi da ikon Allah ,shi Muslimi ne haka zalika muma muslimai ne, mun san kaddara ,kuma mu yarda daita ,tare da yin eimani daita me zai hana baza mu taru mu fawwalawa Allah komai ba, bafa kowani irin abu bawa yake so yake zame masa alkhairi ba, sannan duk abinda kaga Allah bai nufeka da samu ba shima alkhairi ne gareka...
shiru dady yayi yana sauranronta daya bayan daya maganganunta ke sake Shiga cikin kunnuwansa had'e da sanyaya masa sansar jiki, sai dai lokaci daya furcin safwan yashiga dawo masa,a lokacin dayake tabbatar masa da zai kashe auren me'ad ya aura masa ita "godiya yashiga yi masa har da zubda hawaye "nagode nagode !! dady hakika kai mai sona ne ,kai mai cika alkwari ne ba kamar sauran mutane ba, sannan yanzu na tabbatar da kana Sona da me'ad bilhakki da gsky , dady a duniya babu macen danake so da son mallaka kmr me'ad.... ina sonta dady tmkr numfashina, ina sonta har ban san yadda zan misalta ba....
ina sonta ko a yaya take koda kuwa duka duniya ta Haifa ni dai burina ta kasance mallakina....
ahankali dady ya mike tsaye dag Zaune dayake ya goya hannuwansa duka abayansa yashiga zariya ad'akin yana tunanin maganar mumy mai kama da wa'azi, sannan yana tuna safwan .
Mumy itama mikewa tayi jikinta duk a sanyaye tare da numfasawa "ni dai iya gaskiyar da zan iya gaya maka kenan kayi hakuri Ka rungumi kaddara, a wasu lokutan soyayya babu abinda take haifarwa a karshe facce muguwar kiyayya mai tsanani, abu na karshe dad'y wallahi tallahi bazan bari K kashe min auren yarinya Ba matukar ina numfashi, tana gama fadar hk ta juya ta barshi tsaye cike da matsanancin damuwa ta fice.
ya dade tsaye agudin ya saka wannan ya kwance wannan har tsakar dare bai zamu damar runtsawa ba ai kuwa washegari sai daya kai ga ganin likita .


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tun daga lokacin da Sajida ta tare agidan khalid daidai da rana daya bai ta'ba yunkurin d'aga mata kafa ba, kullun bisa Ka'ida sai yayi kwanciyar aure daita akalla sau takwas koma fiyye da hakan .
kuma kowane autarayya da zai faru atsakaninsu sai yayi mata dukan tsiya adalilin rashin bashi had'in kai da batayi.
" sannan duk wasu abubuwanta masu mahimmanci ya amshe hatta wayar hannu bai yarda ta rike ba, sannan zai kulle kitchen bata da ikon d' ibar wani abu daga cikinsa matukar bashene ya umarceta ba .
" kullun idan zai fita zai shig kitchen dai ya d'ibo mata abinda zata dafa ,wanda shima da murhu zata da fashi kwata kwata ya hanata amfani da gas ,idan kuma tayi kuskuren aikata abinda baya so ,take zai mata dukan mutuwa daga baya yayi jinyarta..
damuwa tayi mata yawa sosai ,tarasa yadda zatayi da rayuwarta, tayi kuka har tagaji tayi baki ta rame gaba d'aya ta fita haiyacinta ta d'ashe , kallo daya zaka mata kasan bata cikin hankalinta," idan kaganta a halin yanayin da take ciki Sam baza kace itace wannan sajidar ba, mai kyau da d'aukar hankali tattare da iko ,saboda yadda rayuwarta ta dawo a D'an kankanin lokacin ,ta kowani bangaren komai ya tsaya mata ,bata tsira daga tarkon Khalid ba haka zalika daginsa uwa uba mahaifiyarsa ,da kullun take kiranta a waya tare yi mata gargadi ,Akan ta mallake mata zuciyar d'a, ta aureshi domin ta gyara kuruciyarta saboda ta ganshi yaro kuma ko ba dade sai Khalid ya auri buduwar sabuwa gal ba irinta ba ,idan kuma ta hana hakan faruwa ta kwana da sanin gidan d'anta ba gidan zamanta bane , Wanda itama a karon kanta da furcinta zai kasance da kusan sai tafi kowa murna da farincikinki Dan Sam har lokacin bata jin d'igon sonshi ko daya acikin zuciyarta kuskure dai tasan tayi arayuwarta domin da ace bata biyewa Sharrin zuciyarta ba ,da yanzu tana gidan emran ,mutumin da
ya sota tamkar ransa ,haka ma daginsa most especial mahaifiyarsa hawaye ya gangaro mata lokacin da kwalkwaluwarta tashiga hasko mata rayuwar datayi a gidan emran da irin rashin kunyar da tayiwa mahaifiyarsa agabansa .
"Wayyohlly Allah ina zangaka emran na baka hakurin cutar Dana maka ,hakika na cutar da kai na zalinceka, hakkinka ne ke bibbiyar rayuwata kuka take sosai har da shesheka, ba emran ba hatta me'ad tana bukatar ta nemi yafiyarta bisa zigar da ta dinga yi mata .
mahaifiyar Khalid kuwa fad'i take tsohuwar banza Wanda batasan abinda take yi ba ,wallahi idan nace ina son wannan auren naku nayi karya an dai fi karfina ne kawai .sajida banda hawaye babu abinda take zubarwa ta kasa furta komai sai sheshekar kuka.


A haka khalid ya dawo gidan ya sameta cikin tashin hankali da matsanancin damuwa, jikinsa a matukar sanyaye yak'araso gareta ya ajiye jakar hannunsa sannan ya samun guri ya zauna kusa daita ya kamo hannuta cikin nasa yana massaging ahankali tare da rungumota ,saurin runtse idanunta tayi hawaye na sake gangarowa .
ahankali ya kai bakinsa cikin kunnenta yana tambayarta abinda ke damunta " sajida me ke damunki ?
"Ki taimaka ki gaya min damuwarki ,me kike so ki gaya min ko meye shi zan miki koda kuwa rayuwata kike so zan baki ?
Bud'ar bakinta sai cewa tayi "babu abinda nake so daga gareka ,sannan bana bukatar komai daga gareka da ya wuce ka taimakeni ka taimaki rayuwata ka sakeni dan banasonka haka zalika mahaifiyarka da danginka basa sona ,kuma koda ma suna kaunar aurenmu da kai ni bana bu...
Wata razananniyar tsawa ya buga mata bayan ya zareta daga jikinsa sannan yace "Dan Allah dan Annabi malama ya isa Haka, "ya isheki karki cika min kunne da wad'an nan banzayen zantuttukan naki marasa kan gado da lisafi. "yakamata ka tsaya ka saurareni ...tayi mgnr a matukar tsorace
Ya katseta a matukar fusace "me zaki gaya min da zan tsaya na saurareki ?
"look sajida ki shiga hankalinki dani , kisan irin maganar da zai dinga fitowa daga cikin bakinki ,ban taba tunanin har zuwa wannan lokacin zaki kasance cikin sakarci nan naki ba ,kiyi maza ki dawo cikin natsuwarki idan ba haka ba kece zaki tabbata cikin damuwa ,Dan wallahi bazan ta'ba sakinki ba, koda kuwa zaki dinga zuwa lahira kina dawowa ne, aikin banza kawai yana gama fad'ar hk ya shige d'akinsa ya barta zaune tana zubar da hawaye.
Tun daga wannan lokacin khalid ya sake canza mata, gabadaya ya tattata ya watsar tare da saka mata ta kunkumi mai tsauri, babu mai zuwa gidana sannan ita bai barinta ta fita koina ,ko kuma ta koma bakin aikinta, ko fita wani guri ba ,sai dai kullun tana kulle agida shiru zaune guri daya tmkr mai takaba .
da fari itama tayi matukar farinciki da matakin shareta din da yayi ,itama tattarashi ta zubar a kwando tacigaba da zaman jiran tsammani .


kusan kwanaki goma baya ta tata illa idan ya dawo aiki yashiga sabgoginsa ganin da tayi idan fa bata lalla'ba ta sauke abinda take ji dashi ba, komai nata zai tsaya,a yadda take ganinsa hatta rayuwarta ba zata tsira daga tarkonsa