nn take xa su kashe Mata jiki, ai ko cikin dan kankanin lkci ya ji ta tsit, romancin dinta kawae yake, cikin dubara ya raba ta da duk kayan jikinta, sae a snn hnklinta ya dawo jikinta da sauri, a gigice ta rikesa tace "na shiga uku me xaka min don Allah doctor ka rufa min asiri ka bari" cikin kuka ssae take magiyan, da kyar Khaleel ya iya ce mata plss wife, girgixa masa kai kawae take a rikice tana kkrin mikewa tana cewa bata so, ganin wahala kawae xata basa don bae ga alamar xata sauraresa ba yasa ya dannneta, kokuwa ta shiga yi da shi tana kwala ihu, amma ta kasa kwace kanta, bbu irin rokon da bata masa ba daren nn amma bae saurareta ba, bae ma san tana yi ba, tana ji tana gani Khaleel ya rabata da pride dinta ta karfi, tayi kukan tayi kukan har ta ji bata iya kukan kuma tsabar wahala, Khaleel bae kyaleta ba sae da ya ga bata motsin kirki ya, dagota yyi da kyar bayan kusan minti uku ya kankameta jikinsa, lkci daya hawaye na saukowa idonsa.

Hummm I dedicate dis page to yhu Anty Nafee, Lol kar kuma ki ce min komae ehe.

~Dr Khaleel~ By Khaleesat Haiydar

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Khaleel ya runtse ido ya kuma kiran sunanta murya can kasa, har lkcn yana rungume da ita jikinsa, jin bata amsa ba sae kukan da take da dashasshiyar muryarta ya sa ya kwantar da ita da kyar ya koma can karshen gado ya xauna tare da dafe kansa yana furta innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un, lkci daya yana da ya sanin abinda ya aikata mata, ssae jikinsa yyi sanyi, ya kusa minti takwas a hka snn ya mike da kyar ya nufi bathroom, ba a dau lkci ba ya fito ya nufi kan gadon a sanyaye, har lkcn bbu abinda take sae aikin kukan da bbu sautin kirki tsabar wahala, ita kadae tasan abinda take ji a wnn lkcn, dagota yyi ta turasa da sauran karfinta ta fashe da wani matsanancin kukan har da sheshsheka, xaunawa yyi gefen gadon a sanyaye yace "kiyi hkuri fateema, forgive me plss, it wasn't intentional" Ashnaah bata tanka sa ba sae kuka take ssae, mikewa yyi xae kuma dagota ta fasa wani ihu da muryarta da bae fitowa, dai dai nn aka yi restoring power, haske ya gauraye ko ina na dakin, da sauri ta shige cikin bargo ta rufe jikinta gaba daya har kanta, Khaleel ya hau gadon ya xauna ya kuma dagota a hnkli yace "let me help yhu plss, u re in pain" kin bari ya cire bargon tayi, hkn yasa ya fixge bargon ta rufe fuskarta a kirjinsa ta rungumesa cikin kuka take cewa "don Allah ka kashe wutan plss" mikewa yyi, yyi ynda tace snn ya dawo ya kuma dagota fadawa jikinsa tayi tana kuka ssae tace "ka kai ni gida don Allah ina rokon ka" daukarta yyi ya nufi bathroom da ita, daren nn Ashnaah ta ga wahala, gani tayi kmr mutuwa xata yi tsabar axaban da take ji, sae da Khaleel ya tabbatar ta ji ruwan xafi ssae snn ya fito da ita daga bathroom din ya kwantar da ita kan gado bayan ya yaye xanin gadon, bbu irin rarrashin da bae mata ba amma kmr da da tunxurata yake, hkn yasa ya kyaleta ya mike jiki ba kwari ya shiga bathroom don yin wanka, ko da ya fito tsit yake jin ta ko ba a gaya masa ba yasan bacci tayi, ya karasa gadon a hnkli ya xauna tare da kunna bedside lamp yana kallonta, ssae ta basa tausayi ganin ynda tayi laushi, amma ya ji tsoron taba ta kar ta tashi, kashe wutan yyi ya kwanta kusa da ita ya jawota jikinsa a hnkli, har bayan minti talatin Khaleel ya nemi bacci ya rasa, wani sabon son Ashnaah ne kawae ke shigarsa, ji yake kmr ta dawo gidansa ne na har abada bbu me rabasu, har dare ya tsala idonsa biyu, iynxu kam ruwan ya tsagaita gaba daya garin yyi sanyi ssae, a hnkli ya ji jikinta ya fara daukan xafi yana rungume da ita, kafin wani lkci jikinta yyi xafi ssae, tunanin wani irin taimako xae mata ba tare da ta tashi ba ya shiga yi, yaga bbu irin wnn taimakon, its either ya bata magani ko yyi mata allura kuma dole sae idonta biyu, kyaleta kawae yyi don baya son jin kukanta kuma, can wajen Karfe biyu ya ji ta fara motsi tana kkrin kwace kanta daga rungumar da yyi mata, ya sake ta a hnkli ta xame daga jikinsa ta koma can karshen gado ta kwanta, bayan kmr minti goma ya ga ta mike xaune tare da hade kanta da gwiwa, kallonta kawae yake cikin duhun, can yaga ta sauke kafafunta kasa alamar tashi xata yi, tana mikewa ta saki wani kara ta durkushe kasa, mikewa yyi da sauri ya nufi inda take yace "me ya faru" a hnkli ta soma rera kuka, ya dagota yace "ina xa ki" cikin kuka tace "xan yi fitsari ne" daukarta yyi ya shiga bathroom din da ita, ganin ba yi xata yi ba yana tsaye yasa ya fita daga bayin, kasa fitowa tayi bayan ta gama don ji tayi kmr ana tsikara mata allura idan ta daga kafarta, kukan ma ynxu yin shi kawae take ba hawaye, da kansa ya xo ya dauketa suka koma dakin snn yyi mata allura guda biyu da kyar don ta bashi wahala, ta dae gama koke kokenta bacci ya dauketa wajen Karfe uku, Khaleel na shigowa falo daga mosque da asuba ya ji wayar Ashnaah da ke cikin jakarta kan kujera ya soma ring, ya kalli agogo ya ga Karfe biyar da minti arba'in, daukar wayar yyi yana kallon screen din ya ga Momy a rubuce, da kmr ya ajiye wayar sae kuma ya fasa yana rike da wayar har ya katse snn ya haura sama a dan sanyaye, bedroom dinsa ya shiga ya kunna wuta, yana kallon Ashnaah, bacci kawae take amma da ganinta kasan she is in pain, ya karasa kan gadon cike da tausayinta yana kallonta, wayarta da ke hannunsa ya fara ring kuma, a tsorace Ashnaah ta farka ta mike xaune da sauri ba tare da ta bari sun hada ido ba muryarta a dashe tace "ina wayar" mika mata wayar yyi ta karba tana kallon screen din, ba karamin tsoro ne ya bayyana a fuskarta ba ganin momynta ce me kiran, bbu wani tunani ta daga kiran ta kara kunne da sauri, fada momy ta soma yi daga daya bangaren tana cewa "wato magana kike son jawo min gun Abbanku ko Ashnaah, da wa ku ka yi xa ki gidan inna ne wae bare har ki kwana, kuma ma ba Abbanku ya hana ki xuwa ba, to maxa gari na wayewa ki dawo gida don ba ruwana yana hanya" momy na kai wa nn ta katse kiran, Ashnaah ta ajiye wayar ba tare da ta kalli Khaleel ba ta shiga kkrin sauka daga kan gadon, ihu ta saki ta koma kasa da sauri ta xauna, sae ga hawaye, shknn ta shiga uku ya xa ta koma gida ynxu, Khaleel ya cuceta, hawaye kawae take bbu sautin kuka, Khaleel ya dawo kusa da ita ya dagota a hnkli ya nufi bathroom da ita, wahalar da ta fi na cikin dare ta kuma sha wnn karan, tsabar kuka har idonta ya kumbura, shi ma ya ji kmr ya taya ta kukan sbda tausayi, yasan ya ji mata ciwo ssae gashi taki bari ya dubata, bbu abinda take cewa sae ita dae ya kai ta gida, da kyar ta dan sha tea ya bata magunguna, duk da irin baccin da take ji damunsa kawae take ya kai ta gida momy na jiranta, inda Allah ya taimaketa ma da rana xa suyi lst paper dinsu na ranan, tara saura Khaleel ya dauketa ya kai ta mota duk da taso daurewa ta taka da kanta amma bae bari ba, har suka iso gidansu bacci take, Khaleel da ya rasa me ke masa ddi a duniyar don gaba daya he is lost ya juya yana kallonta a sanyaye, tashinta ya shiga yi, ta farka da sauri ganin inda suke yasa ta shiga kkrin bude motar xata fita, rikota yyi hawaye cike idonsa yace "Fateema I can't do without yhu, help me plss nd bring out a solution for d both of us, in kin tafi ynxu ban san inda xan kuma ganin ki ba" nn da nn ita ma hawayen ya cika idonta amma ta ki Bari su hada ido, duk da irin haushinsa da take ji sae ta samu kanta da cewa "xan je sch anjima ae" tana fadin hka ta bude motar, ya kuma kamo hannunta a hnkli yace "plss ki dinga shiga ruwan xafi a kai a kai don ki warke kin ji wife, kin dae ga ynda nake maki" da sauri ta fixge hannunta ta fice daga motar, dingishi kawae take shi ma da kyar don ita kadae tasan me take ji, Khaleel ya bi ta da kallo cike da tausayinta har ta shige gate dinsu, dafe kansa yyi hawaye na sauko masa, ynxu da suna tare meye baxae mata ba har ta ji sauki, amma gashi ynxu shi da matarsa bbu daman taimakonta. Ashnaah na shiga compound dinsu ta ga motar Abbanta gabanta yyi mugun faduwa don tasan da motarsa yake xuwa Abuja, kaddae har ya dawo, da kyar tana tafe tana hutawa ta shiga falonsu, yana xaune falo yana waya, xuciyarta ya kusa shigewa cikinta don tsoro, ta karaso cikin falon ta durkusa ta gaishesa a hnkli, ya gyada mata kai kawae fuskar nn tasa a murtuke, juyawa tayi ta gaida momy da ke xaune ita ma tana kallonta ganin ynda idon yar tata ya kumbura, ko ba a fadi ba tasan tayi kuka, a sanyaye ta amsa mata snn ta tambayeta inna, da kyar Ashnaah tace "tana lfya" momy bata kuma cewa komae ba don ita ma karya tayi ma Abba tace da sassafe ta tafi ba kwana tayi ba a can, mikewa Ashnaah tayi tana tunanin ynda xata yi tafiya ba tare da iyayenta sun lura da komae ba, ta runtse ido ta fara tafiya ba tare da ta yi dingishi ko kadan ba, da kyar ta haura sama ta shige bedroom dinsu, ta durkushe kasa ta shiga kukan axaban da take ji tana yarfe hannu, daga skirt dinta tayi jin danshi danshi da abu na saukowa kafarta, tana dubawa taga jini kmr me period, da rarrafe ta nufi bathroom sae da ta ci kukanta ssae snn ta shiga gyara jikinta, ta hada ruwan xafi kmr ynda yace mata ta shiga, ba karamin daurewa tayi ba duk da ba wani xafi gare ruwan ba, snn ta kuma fitowa da rarrafe ta hau gado ta kwanta, nn da nn bacci ya dauketa, Ashfah ce ta tasheta sha biyu saura ta ji jikin yar uwartata xafi kmr garwashi.

~Dr Khaleel~ By Khaleesat Haiydar

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Mikewa xaune Ashnaah tayi da sauri tana kallon agogo tace "har twelve yyi ina da exams Karfe biyu" kallonta kawae Ashfah ke yi da damuwa tace "baki da lfya ne sister?" Ashnaah ta girgixa mata kai da sauri tace "lfya ta lau" bata jira cewar Ashfah ba ta shiga kkrin mikewa da sauri, gaba daya ta manta da lalurar ta, ta fara tafiya tayi still da sauri jin xafi, komawa tayi a hnkli ta xauna don bata son yar uwarta ta fahimce komae, Ashfah tace "ba bayi xa ki shiga ba" Ashnaah tace "da sauran lkci ae" Ashfah bata kuma cewa komae ba ta mike ta nufi kofa ta fita, Ashnaah ta sulalo kasan gadon ta xauna a hnkli hawaye na bin kuncinta, me yasa Khaleel xae mata hka, tuna ko tausaya mata bae yi jiya ba yasa ta fashe da kuka cike da jin haushinsa, tana cikin kuka momy ta shigo dakin Ashfah na biye da ita, da sauri ta shiga goge hawayen fuskarta duk da sun hada ido da ita, tasan Ashfah ce ta je ta kirata, momy ta karaso kusa da ita tana kallonta tace "baki da lfya ne Ashnaah" girgixa mata kai kawae tayi a hnkli tace "period dina ne xae xo shine cikina ke damuna" momy tace "to bari a siyo maki magani, Ashfah dauko mata abincinta a kitchen" Ashfah ta kawo mata abincin, momy kuma ta kai ma driver kudi ya je pharmacy ya siyo mata magani, da kyar Ashnaah ke tura shinkafar gabanta ganin momynta xaune kusa da ita, tausayi kawae take ba uwartata amma bbu ynda ta iya da mijinta shi yasa take yin shiru, tunanin ynda xata mike ta kai plate din abincin kitchen Ashnaah ta dinga yi gabanta na faduwa, momy ta mike ganin ta gama ta dauki plate din tace "ki shirya kafin a kawo maganin tunda kuna da exams" Ashnaah tace "to" momy na fita ta nufi bathroom tana dinginshi, wanka tayi snn tayi ynda Khaleel ya ce mata ta fito daure da tawul, cikin minti goma ta gama shiryawa Ashfah ta shigo mata da magani ta karba ta faki idonta ta jefa jakarta ta sha paracetamol snn ta sa hijab ta shiga sauka kasa a hnkli, gabanta ya fadi ganin Abba xaune falo kuma idonsa a kanta, kasa daurewa tayi duk da ynda ta so dai daita tafiyarta sae da ta yi dingishin nn, bin ta da kallo yyi yace "me ya sami kafar?" Ta sunkuyar da kanta da sauri tace "bugewa nayi jiya" Abba yace "Allah ya sauwake" kasa amsawa tayi don ji tayi she felt guilty inside her, Abba yasa driver ya kai ta sch din, ga mmkinta sae ta ga motar Khaleel a Parke a parkin space din dept din, tana tsaye har drivernsu ya juya, snn ta kuma kallon motar Khaleel, fitowa yyi ya karaso inda take da sauri yace "ya jikin fateema, I was so worried ga shi bbu wayar da xan kira ki" dauke kanta tayi fuskarta a daure ta nufi class da sauri, kiranta ya shiga yi ta sharesa, ya bi ta da kallo a sanyaye har ta bace masa, juyawa yyi jiki ba kwari ya koma motarsa ya hade kai da steering, har aka raba paper Ashnaah hnklinta baya class din, ita bata ma san subject din da xa suyi ranan ba, ko kadan ita kanta bata ji ddin abinda tayi ma Khaleel ba, hnklinta ya ki kwanciya Allah Allah kawae take taje ta samesa kar ya wuce, exm nmbrta kawae ta rubuta masu ta ajiye pen, Maryam da ke gabanta ta lura bata rubuta komae ba ta shiga daga mata cikin dubara don ta kwafi nata amma Ashnaah tayi kmr bata san da ita take ba, lkcn fara submit na yi ta mike da sauri ta bada papernta bayan tayi sign ta fice daga class din, ita ce first din fita ma, fashewa da kuka tayi ssae ganin bata ga motarsa ba a gun da ta barsa daxu, shknn gashi daga yau tasan baxata sake fitowa ba, ganin xata jawo ma kanta attention yasa ta nufi inda ta Saba xama da sauri ta xauna ta kife kanta da table ta dinga kuka, har lkcn la'asar yyi bata ga ya dawo ba, ta nufi masallaci a sanyaye tayi sallah ta dawo, hudu da rabi ta hango motarsa ta mike da sauri, har ya fito yyi irin tsayuwar da ya saba jikin motar da ganinsa kasan baya hayyacinsa, a sanyaye ta nufi inda yake, lkci daya ya hangota ya kafa mata ido ganin ynda take tafiyar har ta karaso inda yake, kasa kallonsa tayi ta sunkuyar da kanta, shima ya kasa cewa komae sae kallonta yake a sanyaye, a hnkli ta bude bayan motar ta shiga, shima ya shiga ya rufe snn ya juya yana kallonta yace "ya jikin" gyada masa kai kawae tayi, ya dago knta yana kallon fuskarta, a hnkli yana kallon cikin idonta yace "kin yadda dani fateema?" Shiru tayi bata ce masa komae ba, murya can kasa yace "if yes ki bi ni duk inda xa ni mu tafi, we shud b far frm home to start a new life wife, I promise to always b there for yhu....." Kuka ne ya ci karfinta don da a hnkli take yi dama tana kallonsa a sanyaye tace "no i can't, hakkin parent dina xae bi ni, nd I will knw no happiness til d end of my life..." Hawaye shi ma ya shiga yi a hnkli yace "ba ki so na knn Fateema" cikin kuka tace "ina sonka amma iyayena fa, tun tasowa na nake disobeying dinsu, no no I can't plss" fadawa jikinsa tayi tana kuka me taba xuciya, ya rungunmeta shima yana hawayen ssae, da kyar ya iya bude baki yace "to ya kike son muyi fateema, my parent re also angry wit me, I lost my job becos of ol dis, ya kike son mu yi plss" kuka kawae Ashnaah take a jikinsa, muryarta na rawa tace "think of another solution plss"

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~Dr Khaleel~ By Khaleesat Haiydar

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Khaleel ya rungunmeta ssae ya runtse ido yace "am lost wife, I have no idea of any solution" Ashnaah tayi lamo jikinsa bata ce komae ba hawaye na bin kuncin ta, ganin bae kuma cewa komae ba yasa a hnkli tace "in 3wks tym...." Kasa ci gaba tayi ta fashe da kuka, Khaleel bae ce komae ba har lkcn idonsa a runtse, xuciyarsa na masa kuna, tunanin ynda xata dauki xancen da yake shirin fadi mata ynxu kawae yake, ya bude ido a hnkli da nufin gaya mata abinda ke xuciyarsa amma ya kasa, hw on earth xae iya bude baki yace mata xae yi sue din Abbanta, girgixa kai yyi a xuciyarsa yace No, waige waige Ashnaah ta soma ganin kmr motar gidansu ta gani, ae ko taga drivernsu ne, tana kallon Khaleel a tsorace tace "drivernmu ya