karfi yazare pant din yana binta da kallo, ahankali ya zare boxer dinshi kasa yay freeing huge manhood dinshi out dake dripping sosai, fashewa tayi da kuka tana girgiza mai tana kokarin sauka daga kan gadon arude mayarda ita yayi ya kwantar ya matseta sosai yana ware kafarta bakinshi ya daura akan kunenta murya chan kasa yace "kin saba dani why are u still afraid? am too big ko? baki iya containing dina, and kinsan wani abu so nake na barbarkaki yau, yarinya akaiki asibiti" yakarashe maganan yana dan dariya cikeda tsokana kaman bashine yay maganan ba yakai manhood din zai shiga, ihu tayi ta rirrikeshi tana girgiza mai kai tana kallon fuskarshi cikin mugun tsorata tace "is me Aadil, nine fa your Hamida, dan Allah kadena min mugunta am so scared and afraid of you, look, kaga idan ka tsaneni baka sona i understand zaka iya rabuwa dani nakoma gidan mu, i will not be angry but please kayakuri karkamin mugunta tsoro nakeji sosai dan Allah, kaji My Aadil, kaji My Aadil, kaji My Aadil pls" yanda ta kikkira sunanshi idanunta a rufe tana mugun kuka yasa yaji zuciyarshi na amsa sunan, beating da zuciyarshi yafara fast fast yasa yay shiru yana kallon bakinta yanda take furta My Aadil dashi, lumshe ido yayi heart dinshi namai wani irii jiyayi kaman antaba kiranshi da sunan and someone so dear to him, sosai jikinshi yamai wani irin sanyi, rungumeta yayi ahankali batare daya iya mata komiba hakan yasa ta dago kai ta kalleshi, mayarda kanta yayi ya kwantar a kirjinshi hakanan yasami kanshi ya shafa bayanta yanadan patting, ahaka wani wahalallen bacci yay awon gaba da ita ajikinshi, saida yaji tai nauyi sosai ajikinshi sanan ya kwantar da ita akan gadon yay shiru yana kallonta yakasa dena kallonta yama rasa wat exactly yakeji aranshi sunan data kirashi dashi sai yawo yake aranshi "My Aadil, My Aadil" yakai kusan 20min ahaka kafin ya tashi daga kan gadon yaja bargo ya rufa mata yana kallon fuskarta, ahankali yatashi yabude kofar bathroom ya shiga yayo wanka cikinshi namai ciwo ciwo yafito yana yatsine fuska.




Shiryawa yayi cikin 3quater da wani black t-shirt dayamai kyau sosai ajiki ya matseshi yafito da cikan kirjinshi, fesa turaruka yayi jikinshi yay sanyi sosai yafita daga dakin, shashinsu yayi babu kowa a falo hakan yasa yay dakin Aabid bude kofar dakin yayi Aabid na zaune kan kujera rike da laptop yana daddanawa kallo daya yama Aadil din ya dauke kai ya maida hankalinshi kan system din dake kan jikinshi, karasowa cikin dakin Aadil yayi ya zauna a gefen Aabid din yadau daya daga cikin throw pillows din kan kujeran ya rungume tareda lumshe ido yayi yay shiru sunan My Aadil namai yawo akai sosai, ahankali yafara ganin flash din mutum agabanshi dabaya iya ganin fuskar sosai sailuma yaji muryan mace tace "My Aadil! My Aadil stop crying" kama kanshi yayi sabida yanda kanshi yawani saramai kaman zai tarwatse ya yatsine fuska cike dajin azaban sarawan kan, da sauri Aabid ya ijiye system dinshi agefe ya matsa kusadashi tareda daura hanunshi akan kanshi yace "are you okay Aadil bakada lafiya ne? Kanka kema ciwo?" bude ido Aadil yayi ya kallai ya girgiza mai kai yace "am fine, kaina ke dan ciwo" yay maganan yana kwantar da kanshi kan kafadar Aabid yana sauke ajiyan zuciya ahankali yana tunanin flash din abu daya gani yanzun nan, shiru Aabid yayi kafin ahankali yace "wait lemme go and make coffee for you kasha, namaji u are trying to run temperature" daga kafadar Aabid din yayi, Aabid yatashi yafita daga dakin, yabi bayan Aabid din da kallo ganin ya ramemai sosai tsakanin jiya da yau kaman mai tunanin wani abu, sake lumshe ido yayi yana tunanin Hamida data dagulamai lissafi gabaki daya. Ko kadan baimaji shigowan Aabid ba saidai karan ajiye mug yaji akan table din gaban kujeran hakan yasa ya dago kai ya kalli Aabid din daya ijiye mug din yana nazarin shi, zama yayi kusada Aadil din yana mikamai wayar dayake hanunshi yace "are you sure you are okay Twin" gyadamai kai yayi ahankali batare daya iya furta wata kalma ba, dafamai kafada Aabid yayi yace "stop thinking about the past Aadil, karungumi kaddara duk yanda tazoma you have us and u have your beautiful wife, matarka yarinya ce tagari, kagode ma Allah kawai and move on okay we are all here to support you, this is a second chance Allah yabaka make use of it, ga wayanka nan Mami tabani nakawo ma" karban wayan yayi ya rungume a kirjinshi yana kallon Aabid din wasu siraran hawaye suka zubo ta gefen idanunshi da sauri Aabid yarikeshi cikeda damuwa sosai kaman zaiyi kuka yace "kaga tell me wats wrong with you, you are driving me crazy Dil, am so worried" girgiza mai kai Aadil yayi yace "i don't know Bid, bansan meke damuna ba, but deep down inaji ajikina kaman zan mutu anytime soon" chak Aabid ya tsaya yana kallonshi ko kyafta idanu bayayi maganganun shi ya mugun dakanmai zuciya bana wasaba, kallonshi Aadil yake ganin yanda yayi yasa yabude baki zaiyi magana asanyaye Aabid ya daura hanunshi kan bakin nashi yana kallonshi cikin daure fuska yace "are you mad eh Aadil?" yay maganan yana kaimai duka a kafada idanunshi natara hawaye, yace "are you mad eh? Mesa kakemin maganan mutuwa? And wayafadama yanzu zaka mutu Allah shine masanin gaibu, i just got you back karka karamin maganan mutuwan ka idan kasake bazan karama magana ba kaji ko" yay maganan hawaye na gangaromai daga ido gyadamai kai Aadil yayi yana kokarin tsayar da hawayen dake fitomai daga ido rungumeshi Aabid yayi yamai kiss a goshi yace "koma mekakeji u are not alone, we going to go through it together Aadil, kaine kadai dan uwan daya ragemin yanzu banson in rasaka" ahankali Aadil yace "me too Bid" "let's go out, zomuje muyi many many things outside and have fun zakaji dadin jikinka, tashi jeka shirya kazo" kallon fuskar Aabid din yayi ahankali yamika ma Aabid din hannu hakan yasa Aabid din yabi hanunshi da kallo kafin yasa nashi acikin hannun ya kalli Aadil din kaman yanda yake kallonshi, a natse Aadil din yace "meke damunka? Something has been bothering you i can feel it a zuciyata kana cikin matsala wat is it wat is the problem? Your problem is our problem ko Bid we are one, you've been thinking tun jiya banso kamin karya just tell me menene? Meke damunka?




Lumshe ido yayi yay shiru sunan My Aadil namai yawo akai sosai, ahankali yafara ganin flash din mutum agabanshi dabaya iya ganin fuskar sosai sailuma yaji muryan mace tace "My Aadil! My Aadil stop crying" kama kanshi yayi sabida yanda kanshi yawani saramai kaman zai tarwatse ya yatsine fuska cike dajin azaban sarawan kan, da sauri Aabid ya ijiye system dinshi agefe ya matsa kusadashi tareda daura hanunshi akan kanshi yace "are you okay Aadil bakada lafiya ne? Kanka kema ciwo?" bude ido Aadil yayi ya kallai ya girgiza mai kai yace "am fine, kaina ke dan ciwo" yay maganan yana kwantar da kanshi kan kafadar Aabid yana sauke ajiyan zuciya ahankali yana tunanin flash din abu daya gani yanzun nan, shiru Aabid yayi kafin ahankali yace "wait lemme go and make coffee for you kasha, namaji u are trying to run temperature" daga kafadar Aabid din yayi, Aabid yatashi yafita daga dakin, yabi bayan Aabid din da kallo ganin ya ramemai sosai tsakanin jiya da yau kaman mai tunanin wani abu, sake lumshe ido yayi yana tunanin Hamida data dagulamai lissafi gabaki daya. Ko kadan baimaji shigowan Aabid ba saidai karan ajiye mug yaji akan table din gaban kujeran hakan yasa ya dago kai ya kalli Aabid din daya ijiye mug din yana nazarin shi, zama yayi kusada Aadil din yana mikamai wayar dayake hanunshi yace "are you sure you are okay Twin" gyadamai kai yayi ahankali batare daya iya furta wata kalma ba, dafamai kafada Aabid yayi yace "stop thinking about the past Aadil, karungumi kaddara duk yanda tazoma you have us and u have your beautiful wife, matarka yarinya ce tagari, kagode ma Allah kawai and move on okay we are all here to support you, this is a second chance Allah yabaka make use of it, ga wayanka nan Mami tabani nakawo ma" karban wayan yayi ya rungume a kirjinshi yana kallon Aabid din wasu siraran hawaye suka zubo ta gefen idanunshi da sauri Aabid yarikeshi cikeda damuwa sosai kaman zaiyi kuka yace "kaga tell me wats wrong with you, you are driving me crazy Dil, am so worried" girgiza mai kai Aadil yayi yace "i don't know Bid, bansan meke damuna ba, but deep down inaji ajikina kaman zan mutu anytime soon" chak Aabid ya tsaya yana kallonshi ko kyafta idanu bayayi maganganun shi ya mugun dakanmai zuciya bana wasaba, kallonshi Aadil yake ganin yanda yayi yasa yabude baki zaiyi magana asanyaye Aabid ya daura hanunshi kan bakin nashi yana kallonshi cikin daure fuska yace "are you mad eh Aadil?" yay maganan yana kaimai duka a kafada idanunshi natara hawaye, yace "are you mad eh? Mesa kakemin maganan mutuwa? And wayafadama yanzu zaka mutu Allah shine masanin gaibu, i just got you back karka karamin maganan mutuwan ka idan kasake bazan karama magana ba kaji ko" yay maganan hawaye na gangaromai daga ido gyadamai kai Aadil yayi yana kokarin tsayar da hawayen dake fitomai daga ido rungumeshi Aabid yayi yamai kiss a goshi yace "koma mekakeji u are not alone, we going to go through it together Aadil, kaine kadai dan uwan daya ragemin yanzu banson in rasaka" ahankali Aadil yace "me too Bid" "let's go out, zomuje muyi many many things outside and have fun zakaji dadin jikinka, tashi jeka shirya kazo" kallon fuskar Aabid din yayi ahankali yamika ma Aabid din hannu hakan yasa Aabid din yabi hanunshi da kallo kafin yasa nashi acikin hannun ya kalli Aadil din kaman yanda yake kallonshi, a natse Aadil din yace "meke damunka? Something has been bothering you i can feel it a zuciyata kana cikin matsala wat is it wat is the problem? Your problem is our problem ko Bid we are one, you've been thinking tun jiya banso kamin karya just tell me menene? Meke damunka?"












Girgizamai kai Aabid yayi yana danne zuciyarshi dankar ya fahimci komi game dashi, ahankali yace "bakomi kaina keta ciwo last night saisa nai wani iri" kafeshi da ido Aadil yayi dan bai yarda da maganan shi ba ko kadan hakanan zuciyarshi taki natsuwa taki aminta da maganganun, ganin yanda Aadil din ke kallonshi yasa yatashi da sauri yay bathroom yana tafiya ahankali yace "lemme shower kaje ka shirya kaima" yabude kofar bathroom din ya shiga yarufe, binshi da kallo Aadil yayi dan yanda yayi yanzu yakara tabbatar mai da wani abune ke damunshi ba ciwon kaiba da sauri yatashi sabida yanda yaji zuciyarshi taki natsuwa ya shiga duba dakin, pillows din gadon ya daddaga amma baiga komiba, side drawer ya bubbude nanma baiga komiba, wayar Aabid din daya gani akan gado ya dauka yana budewa yaga ba password hakan yasa ya shiga dube duben wayan amma baiga komiba harzai ajiye wayan yaga watsapp message ya shigo daga Dr Sham "get well soon" da sauri ya shiga watsapp din yabude Dr Sham din, maganan Aabid ya gani kafin reply din Dr Sham " _na am fine now Dr i took d drugs"_ da sauri ganin baida lafiya ne da gaske yasa yay scrolling sama dan yaga meke damunshi, idanunshi ne ya sauka akan maganan Dr yace _"you haven't told me the problem, Hussain u are too young to be suffering from heart disease!"_ wani irin faduwa gabanshi yayi ganin heart disease da sauri ya zauna kan gadon yana dafe kirjinshi dake bugamai way too fast, ya shiga reading chat din ahankali daya bayan daya.
_"i used to be a bad boy Dr, inabin mata, ina shan alcohol sometimes su kadaine abinda nakeyi idan rage tunanin dan uwana barin ma idan yana tsaka da ciwo, kullum kuka nake in rasa kwanciya hankali sainaje nasha giya sanan zan manta, my brother, my twin brother is not okay almost every every month saiya kwanta a asibiti, my brother is my life ina sonshi sama da komi aduniyan nan idan kacire iyayen mu, wata rana a Lagos nahadu da yarinyar da i fell for her at a glance, My Jewel! My Amatullah!"_ chak Aadil ya tsayar da karatun jin sunan Amatullah ahankali ya furta sunan Amatullah, dan yaji su Mum sun kira yarinyar nan na dazu Amatullah, cigaba da karatun yayi..
_"my Hamida!"_ tsayawa Aadil yay chak kanshi yawani irin sara yana ganin flash din fuskar Hamida a idanunshi tanamai murmushi tana kiranshi "My Aadil, stop crying to" dafe kanshi yayi ganin yasoma tuna da yacigaba da karanta message din da kyar.
_"I saved her lokacin datai drowning a ruwa, Dr Sham i love her, i just fell for her naturally, inasonta sosai with all the fiber in my body with all my soul, i love Hamida with all my mind, my heart and soul, and right then bayan nakaita asibiti i confess my love for her cus i understood she was d one for me, mine, dudda she was afraid of me i get to understand that she's a girl that hardly get comfortable around men lemme say mutane ma in general, bayan mun rabu, yan uwanta sunzo sun tafi da ita i was dreaming about her, babu randa zanyi barci na farka banyi mafarkin my Jewel ba, unfortunately my brother as well fell in love, he fell for her as well, funny right yanda twin brothers fell for mace daya, cikin ciwonshi bama tareda ya ganta ba tun amafarki yafara sonta"_ tsayar da karatun Aadil yayi kanshi na saramai komi na dawomai kadan kadan ya dafe kanshi dakemai zafi sosai kaman an kunna wuta.
_"maganan shi alokacin shine take me to she! She! Bid she! Ranan daya fara ganin Hamida was randa yafita shida Mami, dayaga Hamida saida yaja accident ahanya yafita yabita har gidansu har aka koresu ita da shi, atare mukazo muka gansu with the help of police dats d second time danake ganin Hamida, the way naga my brother hugged her touching her yana mata shagwaba playing with her saida yasa naji kaman an chakamin kibiya azuciyata, da kyar na iya na daure inata kallon Hamidan da at that instant nagane akwai strong connection and bond tsakanin ita da my twin dan she's always free with him, bazaka tabajin maganan Hamida ba sai tana tareda Aadil, her smile her teeth saitana tare da Aadil, bakajin maganan ta tana surutu saitana tare dashi, we took them both home kasan ranan danai worst mistake?"_ ya tambayi Dr yacigaba
_"ranan danaga yana kokarin sama Jewel chocolate abaki yana mata all sort of things tanamai murmushi tana lallashin shi sosai zuciyata tai baki i was madly jealous, i don't know Sanda nai raising hand dina on my brother inacemai yadena kiran Hamida his wife, banyi considering nashi ba banyi considering condition dinshiba namai duka sosai sabida kishi ina dukanshi yana kuka inajin zafin yanda nake dukanshi ajikina nima but i couldn't help it, ranan i cried my life out for beating him najamai ciwo har saida akai admitting nashi a hospital, daganan from how things were going saina fara lallaba kaina ina lallashin kaina inason Hamida but my brother needs her more har akazo akasa ranan lallaba kaina nakeyi battling with depression dan i was seriously depressed ni kaina bansan lokacin danai ma Hamida wanan strong so dinba, banfadan ma kowa halin danake cikiba ranan daurin aure kasa daurewa nayi nabar garin straight to wurinka a hospital a Lagos sabida ciwon danakeyi harkai admitting dina bayan naji sauki na koma gidana a VGC nakira Vanessa nafara all sort of things just to stop thinking about Hamida, my brother's happiness is everything to me Dr Sham, Hamida is blessing to his life saisa na daure, karka damu ciwo baya kisa saidai idan lokacin ne yayi i will be fine zan cigaba da shan magungunan daka rubutamin"_ yanda gaban Aadil ke bugawa kanshi na vibrating abin yadawo kaman ana tariyo mishi lokacin dayay haukan yana ganin komi daya faru yasa ya shiga dube duben dakin har ya jawo side drawer yaga wata yar box bude box din yayi nan yaga drugs din heart dayawa fashewa yayi da kuka sosai ya taushe baki komi nadawo mai yace "no no no, najama dan uwana ciwo" daidai lokacin Aabid yabude bayi yafito tsayawa yayi chak ganin Aadil idanunshi sunyi jajir yana rike da magungunan shi na ciwon zuciya yana kallonshi hawaye na zuba, da sauri yay wurin Aadil din yana rike da magungunan yanunamai magungunan cikin fushi yace "mesa kamin karya Bid why did you lie to me?" saukar da idanunshi Aabid yayi kasa yakasa magana chakumeshi Aadil yayi idanunshi sunyi jajir yace "you lie to me Bid, you are sick ka boyemin, you think i cannot take care of you? I can't give you wat you want and i will judge you ko? Aabid!" yakira sunanshi kaman zaiyi kuka hakan yasa Aabid ya dago kanshi ya kallai, ahankali Aadil yace "you love Hamida! Nasan komi, Kanason Hamida tun ranan daka fara ganinta, kanason Hamida sosai kazaci bazan iya barma Hamida ba? Now i remember everything, natuna komi, Aabid i remember yanda kake kula dani, I remember yanda kake rike dani kana tareda ni tun ranan da aka fara sakamu a nursery school a UK, i remember yanda kake kuka koda faduwa nayi akasa, i remember yanda idan banda lafiya bazaka ci abinci ba ni ciwo kaima ciwo sabida ni haryau kana suffering from ulcer, i remember yanda kake amfani da rigan jikinka ka sharemin miyau danake dilalar wa, i remember yanda nakeda saurin fushi i will not talk to you but u will stick around kanamin murmushi harsai nadawo normal, i remember yanda kake sona nida kai were inseparables, Hussain i remember each and every single memory of my past, duk abinda