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Chapter 27 - Wata Kishiya Complete writing by Sa'adatu Bint Abdullahi .txt
da duwawu in taba seke dan Allah tsaya ki bani inji ddh.... Ni bnda kowa, ki tambayi dr ze gaya miki....kinganni nan, ba ruwana ban taba-taba nonon kowa ba seke....haba dan Allah ko inyi kuka pls...'' Ya kuma hargitso zance, ta inda yake shiga bata nan yake fita ba. Al-muqri'ah na kallansa yau tana ganin ikon Allah, mutumi kmr ze hau hawan manyan iskokai ko tace raufanai, ta kara kulle nonuwanta da hannayenta, ya kai hannu ze taba ta kuma rufewa. Idanuwansa suka cicciko da kwallar zallar sha'awah, Azzakarinsa se kara kumbura yakeyi a cikin wandansa. "Dan Allah to...in bazaki ban jikinki ba ke na baki nawa jikin zakisha pls?'' Ya kuma warwaro mata tambayar gigicewar masu maye a giyar sha'awah. Jikinsa Al-muqri'ah ta kalla sanye yakeda singlet a zatonta ko nono yake nufi ze bata tasha, dan haka tace ehh saboda tanaso taji me yakeji a shan nono da tabawa yake mata wad'annan iface ifacen tashin hankalin.. Farin ciki ya rufe Abdoljalal jin tace eh, ya cire singlet din jikinsa, ya koma ya warware zariyar wandansa da boxes dinsa duk ya hadasu ya ciresu yana daga nan zaune ya wurgar dasu gefe. Al-muqri'ah ta zuba masa ido, yayinda tashiga firgici da tsoro, saboda yadda taga zurmuqeqiyar burarsa ta bayyana, kannnan yayi jajawur Zagayen kaciyarsa ya kuma fitowa radau dashi, shape din kaciyarsa ta kuma bayyana, Azzakari fa ta mike zumbur-zumbur, al-muqri'ah tashiga tsoro da firgici, ta zaro idanuwa, taja da baya ya kamota ya riketa gam a hannunsa, jikinsa se kakkarwa yakeyi kmr me zazzabin maleria yayi wanka da ruwan kankara. "Kishamin kaciyar azzakarina pls...." Ya fadi yana jawo knta zesa a kan burarsa dake a mike, al-muqri'ah ta cire knta taki yadda, saboda ita kyankyami da tsoron burar ne ya rufeta, bata taba ganin gaban namiji ba se a knsa, amma karatun addini ya sanar da ita komi.
,,,Abdoljalal yayi-yayi tasha masa burarsa daketa ambaliyar ruwan sha'awah al-muqri'ah taki yadda, karshema seta fara kuka, da kyar yasamu ya dinga bata hkri tayi shiru duk yabi yakara hargitsewa yaga samu kuma gashi zega rashi, tinda yanzu data rikice da kuka ai dole haka nan zata barshi da zundumemiyar mikakkiyar burarsa dako rankwafawa batayi a tsaye take kikam, daya shiga bala'i yau, ya tabbata in be kawo ba se burarsa ta kumbura ta fashe.... "Pls and pls and pls...tinda baxaki shaba, kiyi hakuri kisa hannunki ki dafemin kaciyata pls har na kawo pls dearie....Kinga bnda kowa pls,.." Ya yarfo kalamar da babu lissafi a cikinsu ya riga ya shiga gigicewar rashin tunanin sha'awah, ya kamo hannunta ya daura a kan kaciyarsa batare daya jira cewarta ba, kawai taji wani irin ruwa me dumi dumi na ambaliya daga kan kaciyarsa, zuwa hannunta, ta zaro ido, jikinta ya kuma daukar rawa ta shiga tsoro da firgici yayinda fuskarta ta bayyana hakan. Abdoljalal ya fahimci hakan dan haka yace "Ki rike min kan kawai kimin wasa dashi pls, ni ba komi zan miki ba knji,,, matse sosai, gunnan shike min rad'adi...." Ya karashe maganarshi yana sauke nishi hadi da matse hannunta a kan kaciyarsa dai-dai saitin yankan ta rufe kaciyar ruf da lallausar hannunta. Wani irin dadih ya ziyarceshi, jin hannunta a kn kaciyarsa yaji dadin dabe taba jinsaba koda kuwa gindin saude ya shiga.. “Wasshhhhhhh ummih! Wayyohhhh ddhhh kaciyataaarrhhhh....”ya fadi da tsabar zallar nishi da ihu yana me wasa da hannunta da nasa a kn burarsa yana sama da hannunta yana kasa dashi, wani irin dadih ya kuma kasheshi, ya saki baki, ya zubawa jikinta ido se lumshe ido yakeyi kamar me bacci.... "Ummmihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Abbanaaarhhhhhhhh!!! Cigaba damin .......wassshhhh.....wayyohhh dadih....bakina.....wayyohh....kainaaaaaaaa ze fashe.......wayyohhhh ....zan gayawa.....ummmihhhh ddh!!!! Wayyohhhhh cigaba...cigaba...cigaba !!! Pls ci gaba damin sosai-sosai....!!!''' Ya dinga sambatu yana ihu yana nishi, al-muqri'ah nata kallanshi itama jikinta dukya mata wani iri tini kaf wandan jiki ta yayi sharkaf da ruwan ni'imar sha'awah. Ya dinga wasa da hannun ta a kan burarsa har zuwa kasan lafiyayyun marainansa, wato golayensa, har nan seda ya kai hannunta, tadinga wasa dasu,ya saki hannunta kawai yace tacigaba shi kuma ya kai hannayensa duka bayanta ya dagota tayi knell down still hannunta na kan burarsa tanata nishi, tana wasa da ita tana shafo masa golayensa kmr yadda ya koya mata, duk a tsorace take dande bata da yadda zatayi ne... Ya tattabo mata duwaiwukanta da duka hannayensa biyu, ya matsa laushinsu a cikin audigar hannunsa,, yaji wani luuhhhhh knsa yayi wani duummmmm mararsa tayi wani kuuuuwwwww, dadih da dadih suka hadu suka masa rubdugu, ga Azzakarinsa tanata masa wasa dashi, Sir jarumi Azzakari a fagen yaki kuwa se kara haniniya yake yana mikewa yana ambaliyo ruwan azabar sha'awah daga tsagar dake kn kaciyarsa. "innalillahi wa'inna ilaihirraju'un³×!'' Ya hau salallami sau uku a jere na zallar azabar dadin dabe taba jinsaba. Ya kara matso duwaiwuka, ya sunkuyo yasa kaciyar nonuwa a bakinsa, still yana matsa duwawuka, al-muqri'ah jiki ya kara daukar shocking ga nono a bakinsa ga duwawuka se luguiguitarsu yakeyi ta baya, ita knta ta amshi dadih balleshi gogan daketa zare ido yana nishi yana gurnani kmr ze shide yakeji dan dadih, gashi tanata yamutso masa azzakari tanata luguiguito masa golayensa tamkar kwararriya, har wani zagaye takeyi da yatsanta a kan azzakarinsa saitin zagayen kaciyarsa, itama fa batasan ta iya ba se yau...
,,, Seda tafi karfin awa daya da rabi tana wasa da azzakarinsa yanashan nonon yana matsar duwawuka amma yaki barinta, dukta gaji ta kosa guiwowinta har zafi suke mata, zuwa yanzu jurewa kawai takeyi amma kaciyar nonuwanta da duwawukanta dayaketa matsa ba daga kafa duk ciwu suke mata, kadama duwawu suji labari dan har gwalesu yakeyi ta baya ya dawo ya matsa ya kai musu duka..nonuwa kuwa yasha wancan ya dawo ya tsotsi wancan ji yakeyi kmr kada dadin ya kare, , awa daya da rabi ya sake shafewa yana luguiguitar kyn alatu, amma be kawo ba, matukar gajiya al-muqri'ah ta gaji, ta fashe da kukan wahala, amma inaaaaaaaaa ai shi gogan sam bejinta yariga yayi nisa a duniyar taba duwaiwuka da nonuwa. Dayaji ta dena taba masa burarsa ya kara jawo hannunta ya mayar kai yaci gaba da wasa dashi da kansa, da sauri da sauri sbda yana gab da kawowa se zaro dara daran idanuwansa yakeyi yana me kara zuqo kaciyar nonuwa, yana matsar duwaiwuka....
cire bakinsa yayi a kn nono, yayin hannunsa daya ke kan duwawuka, dayan hannun nasa kuma na kan hannunta yana wasa da burarsa da hannunta da nasa da sauri da sauri kmr yaki duk ya kara kid'imewa. "Dadih.....wayyohhhhh dddhhhh....kece yayatarrhhh......zan gayawa dr kina tabamin kaciya....wayyyohhhh Allah....kinata mulkani......inata mulka wasu....na baki garinnan......ki dingamin wannan wasa da kaciyar....ban taba jin ddh ....ba...kamar...na...yau....ummihhhhhnarrhhhhhh.....ke ....kadai...ce...kike...tunamin....da ummihhhnarrrhhhhhh!!!!!!! Wassshhh...toh ai Dole in tunata!! Kinata tattabamin Azzakarina.....wassshhhhhh....wassshhh....wasshhyoooohhhhh....dadih.....da...d....dihhh.....ummmmihhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Zan gayawa....kowa....kina....tabamin.....Azzakarina.......wayyohjjjjjj.....ni kuma ina taba miki duwaiwukanki....ki shamin Azzzakarinaaarrrrhhh...........ban taba jin...dadih...ba...wallahi se yau!!!!! Dadih....dadih....dadihhhhhhhjjj.......ci gabaaaa da sauri.....maniyyin Azzakarina ya kusa zuwa....wassshhhh....ummmamarrrhhhhhh..............ummmihhhhhhhhh........" Yabi ya kara gigicewa idanuwansa se zubda kwallar dadih sukeyi, al-muqri'ah ta rintse idanuwanta sosai sbda azabar matsar mata duwaiwuka da yakeyi da karfi Kmr ze cire mata su, se gwale mata gun kashinta yakeyi danma akwai wando da jikinta tasan dase ya kece mata dubura yau. "Azabar zafi..." Ta fadi a ranta yayindata jure sosai, nonuwanta daba shansuma yakeyi ba amma zafi suke mata da rad'ad'i ji takeyi kmr har yanzu akwai bakinsa a kai, ita shine matsalarta dashi inde yasamu abu se ya tabbatar daya jikatasu yake kyaleta.. "Dadihj........pls ki gayawa yan garinmu dadih....wassshhhhh....aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhummmmihhhhhhhhhhhAbbaahhhhhhh!!! Zezooooooooo zezooooooo!!duwaiwukaaaaaa!!!!! Nonuwaaaaaaa!!!! Gashinann gsshinannn gashinannnn''' ya danna hannunsa sosai a kan kaciyarsa, yayin daya matsar mata duwawuka duka biyu da hannu daya seda ta fasa wani irin mahaukacin ihu na fitar hankalin azaba, shi ihun dadih ita ihun wahala. Bayan ya kawo Jikinsa ya dinga makyarkyatar dadih ya jawota jikinsa ya rungume kamar ze karya mata kasusuwan jiki, ya saketa ya wawuro mata fuska ya tsotsar mata labba (lips), se nishi yakeyi kmr me nakudar da kai ya faso Farji, "wowwwdadih wow!!!woowww!! Ddh!!! Assshhh!!..."'' Sune kalmomin daya dinga maimaitawa, yana kara rungumarta jikinsa, kawai ta fara zubda hawayen wahalar da itan da yayi kmr yasamu karfe. Saukar hawayenta yaji a kn faffadan kirjinsa, ya tashi zaune a gigice tsirara haihuwar uwarta itama tsirara haihuwar uwarta, yashiga tambayarta. "Me kikema kuka dan Allah? Ko na miki wani abinne? Dan Allah kiyi hkri karkiyi fushi dani wlhi ban koshi ba, karkizo ki hanani next time dan Allah bazan sake bata miki raiba dan Allah nide kiyi hakuri ni banda kowa seke, banda yan uwa seke kiyi hkri ps.. ..." Yaci gaba da watso kalamai still be cikin nutsuwa dan hankalinsa be gama dawowa garesa ba. Al-muqri'ah taji haushinsa ya rufeta wato ma besan meya mataba.... Abdoljalal ya dinga bata hkri yasan ya bata wahala kuma yasan me takema kuka amma yayi mirsisi, saboda kar ya nuna yasani inze kawo hannu anjima tace zafi suke mata, danshi be koshi ba, ynzu ma danba hali ne dase ya kara sata ta masa watsanni amma ya batta ta huta,,, abinka da d'ana miji tini ya dinga lallabinta ta hakura ya dauketa ya nufa toilet din bedroom da ita, tare sukayi wanka saboda bata da yadda zatayi da Abdoljalal, a gun wankanma seda ya dinga latseta danma tana hanashi anma seda yayi harya sake kawowa amma fa be koshi ba, yariga yasan in har yana ganinta sha'awarsa bazata taba kwanciyaba...byn sun gama wankan tsarki dana sabulu suka dauro alwala suka fito, yasa mata jallabiyarsa doguwa har kasa ta mata yawa sosai. da ita a jikinta sukayi sallar la'asar domin lokacin ana neman 6:29pm. Suna zaune nan suna istigfari har aka kira magrib ya tashi yajata jam'i sukayi suka idar, ya juyo ya zuba mata ido, besan meyasa ba ko kusa baya sawa ransa haram yake tabawa a kan yarinyar haka kawai Zuciyarsa ke bashi tabbacin halak malak yake tabawa a jikinta, amma ya rasa dalilin dayasa zuciyarsa ke zalintarsa a kan hakan, duk duniya babu abinda yafi tsana kamar zina. "Yau nine ke kusantar aikata zina?"" Ya fadi a ransa, se kuma yace "Wallahi ni bazan taba zama makusancin wannan babban lefi ba da mahalicci ke fushi dame yinsaba..." Ya kuma fadi a ransa se kuma ya saki murmushi besan murmushin kona meye ba, ya kure Al-muqri'ah da ido wadda knta ke kasa tana wasa da kyawawan yatsun hannunta. yace "nagode nagode nagode da dadinki da kika bani nasamu na kawo , har na dawo nutsuwata..." Al-muqri'ah ta dago ta kalleshi kallo daya seta sauke idanuwanta kasa tana me tunano yadda ya dinga mata iface iface da kuma hawayen kukan daya dingayi daze kawo da kuma bayan ya kawo. "Allah ya kyauta da iskanci..." Ta fadi a ranta dan abubuwan nasa babbane, girman gabansa ya gaza barin ranta... Ranar nan yace zasu kwana, amma badan al-muqri'ah tasoba, zuciyarta na cikeda zullumin kar aga ba a ganta ba a gidan aikinta, Abdoljalal yace ba wanda ze duba.
da daddare da kansa ya je ya siyo mata abinci shi kuma ya dama chocolate custard yasha, akwai komi na amfani a side din. Itakuma al-muqri'ah taci abubuwanta na dadih ta koshi , shide gogan yana kallonta shi be iya cin abincin waje yanzu in har ba nata ba, kyamar ma abinci yakeji inde ba ita ta dafa ba, tace kuma zata dafa masa abinda zeci yace aah.
10:pm al-muqri'ah ta rigashi kwanciya tin a falo ta fara bacci ya dauketa ya kaita bedroom dinsa ya lullubeta ita kuma kasa sarkin Soyayyar bacci taci gaba da baccinta, domin a gajiye take da gajiyar daya tara mata dazu, dadin dad'awa kuma tana kaunar bacci daman ita tin da can, tana daya daga cikin masoyan bacci. amma dukda haka baccin be hanata ibadar ubangijinta. Gogan kuwa ya dinga aiki a system dinsa a falo yanayi yanashan coffee, se wuraren 2:am ya rude system dinsa yasata charge ya nufa bedroom dinsa yana mejin abubuwansa na tashi, harya kagu ya karasa ya hauta da matsa,ya shashshafeta kmr yadda ya gama shafe system dinsa. Yana shiga dakin ya gnta kn dadduma tana sallolin nafila tin :10am ta tashi ta fara nafilfilin, dataga bata ganshi ba tasha falon ze kwana ya batta a dakin ita daya, ta kwana ko dayan dakin ze kwana, kasancewar dakuna kusan shida ne a kasan. batasan aiki bane ya rikeshi. Tsayawa yayi yana kallonta tanata nafilfili ba haske sosai a dakin sede hasken lamp. Yafi karfin 19mnt yana tsaye yana kallamta tana nafilfili kana ya nufa toilet yana mejin tana karajin shiga ransa saboda tanada ibada, sam be taba ce mata taje tayi sallah ba a zamanshi da ita, hasalima ita ke rigashi mikewa in aka kira sallarh, akasin saude da yayi yayi da ita a kn sallarh harya gaji. Wanka yayi da ruwan dumi sosai ya dan lallashi burarsa, kana ya dauro alwala ya dawo bedroom din kusa da ita shima ya tada sallarh nafilar.. basu suka kwantaba seda sukayi asubahi har alfijir ya fara bayyana, ya rigata hayewa kan gado, ita nan kan carpet tabi ta kwanta, yana jiran yaga ta hayo kn gadon yaga ta kwanta kan carpet, sakkowa yayi kasan shima ya kwanta kan carpet din saboda yasan koya mata magana ba dawowa bed zatayi ba. Matsawa tayi ganin yazo yabi ya mammatseta kamar wani tsohon kwarto, yabi ya naniketa, ta matsa ya kuma binta, kawai taji yasa mata hannu cikin rigarta ta jallabiya over sizes din dake jikinta, yana kokarin lagudar mata nonuwa ta fiddo masa da hannunsa waje, ta matsa ya kuma jawo duwawuknta saitin burarsa ta cikin jallabiyar dake jikinsa, shi jallabiyarsa Milk ce tata peach.. Ta kuma kwace jikinta ganin yana nema ya dameta da rashin imani ..."yesss rashin imani mana...jiya ya gama lagude mata nonuwa da duwawuka kuma yanzu ya dawo yana nema ya kuma karawa a kan na jiya, bayan ko zama ma da kyar nakeyi, ga nonuwan ma duk ciwo suke min..." Ta fadi a ranta,. Ta tashi ta bar dakin zuwa falo ya bita ta fashe da kuka tana fadin "Ni wallahi bacci nakeji..." Da bebanci. Badan yaso ba dole ya kwaleta ta koma bedroom ta kwanta a kasan carpet yayi yayi ta kwanta kn bed taki dole shi ya kwanta kn bed din. Bata jima da kwanciya ba ta lullube bacci me nauyi yayi awan gaba da ita. Shikam Alaji Saraki shugaban mabukatan duniya gazayin bacci yayi har wuraren 9:am kana bacci ya kwasheshi 11:55am ya tashi yaga tanata bacci hnkli kwance, ya nufa bathroom yayi wanka a gurguje ya fito ya shirya cikin kananan kayan zaman gida na yan hutu, ya nufa kiching ya shirya mata abincin kari jikinsa na rawa, ya dauki kayan data cire jiya, dukda akwai washing marching amma besa a nan ba ya wanke mata da hannayensa ya shanya a igiyar bayan side din inda bame zuwa gun seshi. Kafin ta tashi har kayan sun bushi kasancewa ya busar dasu a marching, ya gogesu a injin goge kaya, ya kai mata bedroom din ya ajiye dai-dai ta tashi ta zubo masa ido da kayan daya ajiye a gefen bed, "wato yauma wankin ya sake mim kmr yadda ya dinga min damuka kwanta asibiti....." Ta fadi a zuciyarta.."ina wuni aunty me karatu,muqri'ah dina..." Ya gaidata hadda sunkuyawa, yadda yayi gaisuwar ya bata dariya wai yau kuma itace Aunty.. Gaidasa tayi yaki amsawa yace seta amsa mishi nashi gaisuwar ta amsa, kana shima ya amsa mata tata, ya kara mata godiya da dadin data bashi jiya. Kunya ta rufe al-muqri'ah.... Ta masa godiyar wankin daya mata, sannan tace dan Allah karya sakeyi mata shi hannunsa bana wahala bane .." Yayi murmushi kawai, a yadda ya dauketa, wlhi a kanta ko ze rasa komi nasa ya koma dan wanki da guga wallahi ze iya hakan inde a kan santa ne. Ranar be fita office ba, seda sukayi 2days nan duk bata kara bari ya taba mata jiki ba sede yayi magiya ya gaji danta riga ta gama ganosa, be iya testing gindin matar abokiba. Yau 8:30pm suka nufo hanyar dawowa gida, shima al-muqri'ah ce ta matsa saboda kar larai tazo ta dubata bata gantaba taje ta gayawa hajiya uwar dakinta ita kuma tashiga uku takabar siriki, dan haka ta matsa dole suka dawo yau, amma shi can yaso suyita rayuwarsu saboda yafi jin ddh ko be latsetaba ze ganta yaji dadih(karfin hali barawo da sallahma). Yaso ya tsaya ya mata shopping al-muqri'ah ta hanashi da kyar ya hanu dan ynzu se kara zama rakumi da akala yakeyi gareta, duk yabi ya susuce mata. shifa wlhi harga Allah ynzu ma ya mnta da wata saude a duniyarsa, in ba yanzu dasuka iso gidan ba, yaga part dinta shine ta fado masa rai, daman shi yasaba da wannan rayuwar da ita, itama hajjaju saude Burunguzuma tini ta sabar dashi da hakan tana can bedroom tana fama da uban tumbinta daketa kara habbaka farashin tattalin arzikinsa na dad'a hauhawa kmr farashin gass,, yanzu ko down stairs da kyar take iya sakkowa saboda ta kuma hauhawa kamar farashin shinkafar gwabnati a Nigeria, da tana dan motsa jiki a injinan motsa jikinta amma yanzu sam tadena saboda ta gama gano wahala ne, ita ko sam batasan ta dinga wahalar da knta,, aiko kitsen jikinta da lakokin jikinta se dad'a hauhawa sukeyi, suna kuma habbaka, fashen shafa man bleaching kuma shike Mulki a knta a halin yanzu, da mayuka ashirin take shafawa nasa haske, yanzu ta kara zuwa mayuka hamsin da tubes saba'in duk dan tayi fari saboda muninta nata kara bayyanowa, kumatuna kuwa ai sun zama kmr manya manyan balam-balam dan bama ko kanana ba.
Ko gama packing car dinsa beyi ba ta bayan kofar shiga kiching dinsa, al-muqri'ah ta bude murfin motar ta fita saboda taji yana fadin wai seya taba nono zata fita inyayi packing.., se taji saarh ya bar motar bude dan haka ta bude ta fice a guje, ya fito yana kwala