uwarta ta kawota duniya, jikinta gabaki daya kawai ya dauki rawa,taji kmr zata sume, se yanzu takeji daman bari tayi shaawah ta kasheta, tinda gashi nanma shima ze kasheta da knta. "Duri ddh...ssssssshhhh...wasshyoohhhh ddh......burataaaa zata fashe a gutsunki....so...so...so....sweet....mace dadih!'' Ya fadi a rude yayi wani irin yunkuri da kaf karfinsa, kawai ya shige durinta gabaki dayansa fittttttt,,,nanfa numfashinsa ya nemi daukewa... "Innalillahi wa'inna ilaihirraju'un! Subhanallahi walhamdulillahi! Hasbunallahu.....wani...imal...wakeelll'' Ya hau kiran sunayen mahalicci yayinda dadih ya gama gigitasa be tabajin abinda yakejiba dayashiga mararta se yau, nan take ya saki baki ya kasa rufewa, , sega majina daga hancinsa.... Cikin hnzari ya hau buga mata gwatso da burarsa a cikin gutsunta, a hankali a hankali yake motsa azzakarinsa a cikin gutsunta..... Wani irin azaba Almuqri'ah taji a kasanta tana yawaita kamar An jajjaga tarugu an zuba mata a durinta haka taji. Tayi ihu tayi ihu ta kira Ammah kakarta kenan, harta gaji ta kai masa duka amma ina, ta ja masa sumar kansa da karfi ina bejinta ma, tamkar tana zugashi haka yakeji, ta cijeshi ta yakusheshi... Shifa duk beji yana can yana kwasar dadin budulci.... Dadih na kasheshi yana farfadowa se gwatso kawai yakewa duri, yana ihu ni'imarta na ratsashi , ummih tasha kira. "Tsaya min sosai pls. Durrrrihhhhh.. tsaya min... tsaya min sosai inci duri please...pls tsuliyarrr....wayyohhhhhh kaciyata a cikin raminki....assshhhh..." Ya fadi a haukace kuma fa bawai jikinta tajaba, kawai tsabagen haukane da gigicewa,,ya wawuso mata fuska a matukar gigice, ya hau tsotsar mata baki duk ya rude kamar ze hau nakada (bori) yanacin durin dabe tabacin irinsaba se yau....iyakar haukacewa yayi, ya mntama a ina yake, yama mnce da durin karamar yarinya yakeci, shide kawai be fahimtar komi yanzun, sena dadin dake masa yawo a cikin mara,be taba sanin haka gindinta yake ba,dayasani da tin sadda ta fara dafa masa abinci ya dinga cinta itama...... Almuqri'ah tayi kukan kwallah harta gaji, zuwa can kuma se jikinta ya hau kakkarwa har bakin tama rawa yakeyi saboda azabar zafi, idanuwanta suka tsaya a guri daya cakk bawai suma tayiba kawai tsabar azaba Ce,, ga azabar zafi ga abinshi tanajinsa kamar zata faso mata makoshi ta fito, tamkar zatayi amai haka takeji...... Shikam gogan se kara kaimi yakeyi gun cinta, yau yasamu abin nema, se sambatu yake mata yana ihu yana fadin. "Dadihjh...wassshhh...aaaaassshhhh, nifa yau na fara cin gindi wallahi....wassshhhyohhhhh....wayyy...wayyyyy....wayyyyy.... wassshhh... Ummihhh, ...Hajiya saudeeeehhhhhhh. Yau na fara cin gindi...wayyohhhh...nagode...nagode...nagode....nagode.....wayyohhhh dadih....knji....nagode....wassshhhhh tsuliyaaaahhhh!!ummihhh.....assshhhh....assshhh....ahhhhhhh....ahhhhhh....ahhhh....oh my god....oh my god......wayyohhhhhh gutsu.....wayyihhhhh mahaifarki nakeso na laso mikishi da kaciyata..." Ya fasa ihu da karfi kai kace kawowa zeyi, nan ko shi yanzuma ya kara kaimin cin durinta... Seda yayi awa uku yana luma mata Azzakari kana ya kawo daze kawo har hajiya saude seda ya dinga kira ya dinga wawusar mata nonuwa yana zuqaaaa,yana lalumo mata hancin fuska, se kallanta yakeyi, kana ya kawo. Har zuwa lokacin jikinta rawa yakeyi tamkar me zazzabi, duk ta daskare kamar wadda mutuwar jiki ya sameta, nan ko tsabar azaba ne, ta gaza motsi ma gabaki daya shi gogan sam bema sani ba,ashe dadih kesa suma, tinda ita gatanan duk iya azaba ta gaza sumewa, tana hayyacinta tana amsar azabarta....har akayi asubahi be sauka ba, yanata hakar Mata gutsu, se famar zurfafata yakeyi da jelarsa, ya riga ya gama zurfafata ta sosai dai-dai size dinsa,... Zallar ddh kawai sam shi besanma a wani hali take ba, shide dadin gindi kawai yake fahimta...zuwa can ta sume masa, ihunma tini ta kasa yi, daya kawo maniyyinsa ne ta farfado daga sumar, saboda wani dumi dataji ya ratsa mararta,, har zuwa yanzu jikinta rawa yakeyi kamar mazari,,, be sauka a knta ba, seda yayi kawowa uku lafiyayyu 11:am ya zare Azzakarinsa a hnkli daga kasanta, nan fa jini ya biyo baya amma sam be ankareba. , wata iska yakeji me niima tana ratsashi,, ya sauka ne kawai badan ya koshi ba...ido ya zubo mata fuskarsa daukeda nishadi nan yaga yadda jikinta ke rawa ga idanuwanta sun kafe guri daya. "Farin cikina!'' Ya fadi a gigice yana tabata, yaji nanma jikinta ya kara daukar rawa kamar ana girgizata. Hankalinsa ya matukar tashi nan take ya tunano irin hakar dayayi ma gutsunta,,, "dan Allah ki tashi...kimin magana.." Ya fadi a matukar tashin hnklin dabe taba shiga irinsaba. Ya shiga girgizata yaji shiru, ya kara girgizata yaji shiru,"Nashiga uku na kasheta,,,wayyohh na bani..." Ya fadi yana sakkowa daga bed din, a gigice, idanuwansa suka ciwo da kwallah, ya bude ma'ajin kayansa yasa jallabiya, ya nufa frij ya dakko ruwa me sanyi ya watsa mata, ta sauke ajiyar zuciya amma idanuwa ta na gu daya, nan take jikinta ya kuma daukar wani azabar rawar. Nan hankalinsa ya kuma tashi "Dan Allah ki tashi! Innalillahi wa'inna ilaihirraju'un!! Karki mutu ....bazan iya rayuwa bake ba....wayyohjh na mutu na lalace, innalillahi wa'inna ilaihirraju'un....." ya shiga sambatun tashin hnkli ba sambatun dadin cin duri ba. Nadamace ta rufesa se yanzu yasan be kyauta ba, daman inashi ina yar jaririyar yarinyarnan haushin doctor ya rufesa, dukshi yaja masa daman seda yace masa yarinyarnan bazata daukeshiba, amma yace zata dauka, gashi ynzu yajawo masa matsifa...kara yayyafa mata wani ruwan yayi yana kuka rashe rashe da idanuwansa yana fadin ki temakeni ki tashi bazan karaba,,,dan Allah ki tashi ki tashi pl.....'' Ya rasa yazema da ita duk yabi ya daburce, zuwa can kuma ya fice a dakin ya fito harabar gidan jikinsa na rawar kakkarwa, yayinda zuciyarsa ke cikeda nadamar cin dayayi mata.. tin daga bakin kofar falonshi yake kwalowa Ahamad kira kamar wani zararre se hawaye yakeyi shaaaaaaa, tashin hankali kiri-kiri ya bayyana a kan fuskarsa.








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Kaf ma'aikatan gidan suka zubo masa ido, ganinsa yana kuka kuma yana kwalowa Ahamad kira, nan fa kowa yashiga hayyacinsa, jikinsu ya hau kakkarwa, duk suka ja da baya sukayi tsumu tsumu, suna Adduarh Allah yasa ba lefi sukayiba ba...basu taba ganin oga a wannan yanayin ba, shiyasa firgici ya rufesu hadi da tsoro mara misaltuwa, kowannensu ya kasa katafus hatta da numfashi da kyar suke saukewa. Gadan gadan ya nufosu yana kwalawa Ahamad kira. Duk jikinsu ya dau rawa,suka rasa ma mezasuce masa, daya daga cikinsu ne yayi dauriyar, cewa "Ahamad na dakinsa sir, bari a kirawoshi ynzu Sir..." Jikinsa na rawa yayi maganar, yana kokarin tafiya zuwa kiran Ahamad din Abdoljalal ya hau matsifa. "Dawo banso mahaukaci wawa kawai...." Ya fadi cikin tsawa hadi daci gaba da matsifa. " Iskncin banza iskncin hofi...durun uwar bura uba, in bnda kutmar uba ina magana kana magana da kyar, tsinannun nan sauran ku kuma baku da baki kenan.. iskncin banza kawai...." Ya rufesu da matsifar da basusan hawa ba basusan sauka ba, ya bar gurin rai a baci zuwa side din ma'aikata inda Ahamad yake nan, se yayyafa matsifa yakeyi, tin kafin ya isa side din bala'insa ya isa dakin ahamad, da karadin kiradin matsifarsa, Ahamad fitowarsa wanka kenan, ya zaburo ya fito jikinsa na rawa kugunsa da towel sukayi kicibus da Abdoljalal yanata matsifa still se kwallah yakeyi zuciyarsa na kan tinanin ya yarinyar take. "Wawa kawai dan bura uba,aiki kakeyi ko zaman daki, sakaran bnza kawai, wlhi in matata ta mutu duk se na kasheku.... ..." Abdoljalal ya watsa masa zagin dabesanma ya masa ba, hadi da matsifa. Ahamad mamakin jin wadannan zagin ya hanashi magana, nan ya shiga tunanin meya mishi kuma? Kallo yabishi dashi cikin ladabi nan take ya hango tashin hankali a cikin idanuwansa,again kuma ga kwallah yanatayi, mgnr in matarsa ta mutu dukse ya kashesu ta tsayawa ahamad a rai.. "Ka dauki waya maza ka kira Dr dina na Abuja maza, kace yasa doctor mace tazo yanzu yanzunnan gidana pls!'' Abdoljalal ya fadi cikin tsawa ya rasama yazeyi shi bashi da number din doctor din daman Ahamad dinne ke kiranshi in bashi da lafiya. A sittin Ahamad ya amsa da toh hadi da komawa cikin dakinsa ya dauki waya ya kira doctor. abdoljalal kam tini ya koma side dinsa inda yarinyar take, ya tabata yaji har yanzu jikinta se girgiza yakeyi fin yadda ya Bartama sannan ga idanuwanta a bude zuwa yanzu hawaye ne keta zubo mata a gefe da gefen idanuwanta, hakoranta se kakkarwa sukeyi. Zaunawa yayi kan bed din ya jawota jikinsa ya kara fashewa da kuka yana fadin."Please kiyi hakuri wallahi bazan sake ba, dan Allah ki yafemin...bada sani na na miki hakan ba dan Allah..." Ya karashe klmnsa kwallarsa na dira a kan fuskarta, ta sauke ajiyar zuciya da kwallarsa suka zubo mata, ta kara sauke nishin zallar wahalar da bata taba shan irintaba,. Ya kara rungumeta sosai a jikinsa yana kwallah,,,ba jimawa doctor Amina, da Ahamad suka shigo falonsa, ahamad ya karaso dakinsa yana knocking hadi da sallahma hannunsa se rawa yakeyi zuwa yanzu tsoroma Abdoljalal ke bashi, iya tunaninsa ya rasa wani lefin yamasa. Tasowa Abdoljalal yayi ya bude kofar yana tambayar Ahamad ina doctor din. Ahamah yace tana falo... Jikinsa na rawa ya bashi amsa, se kara binsa yakeyi da ido yaga ya kara rikicewa ga hawaye jage jage a face dinsa.jiki na rawa Abdoljalal ya nufo falon ahamad na biye dashi a baya. Abdoljalal na isowa falon idanuwansa suka sauka a kn doctor ya kara fashewa da kuka yana fadin "Doctor zoki dubamin matata dan Allah karki bari ta mutu..." Out of control yayi maganar sam baya hayyacinsa, yayi gaba zuwa dakinsa, doctor ta biyoshi a baya tana fadin."Subhnallahi.." Ahamad kam ficewa yayi a falon a ransa yana fadin oga anci dadih yanzu kuma ana ansar gashi, duk ihunsa na ddh da ihun Almuqri'ah a kan kunnen Ahamad duk yaji komi sbda dakinsa na daf da window din side din Abdoljalal, sannan ihun dasuka dingayi ba kadan bane , se yanzu ahamad ya gano kn zancen, dayaga Abdoljalal nata muzurai yasha wani abin ya masa.


Doctor Am in a na shi go dak in tayi tozali da kyakyawar fuskar yarinyar,, kallo daya tama Almuqri'ah dake kwance abdoljalal ya lullubeta da mayafi ta fahimci meya faru, juyowa tayi ta kalleshi, tana mamakin yaushe saraki yayi Aure,batada labari, bayan ita majibanciyar lamarinsa ce a social media da Radio ma duka, batada damar tambaya, Dole ta karasa ta fara duba kasanta kawai direct saraki se kuka yakeyi kmr karamin yaro doctor Amina babbar macece, tasan aikinta sosai,. Tana bude kasanta kawai taga jini still se ambaliya yakeyi, bag dinta ta ajiye ta dauki safar hannu ta shiga duba Almuqri'ah nan tage taga gabanta yayi kaca kace ciki da waje kadan ya rage duburarta da farjinta su hade. Dagowa tayi ta kalli Abdoljalal wanda shima yake tsaye hankalinsa ya kuma tashi ganin irin yadda ta bude sosai again ga jini se ambaliya yakeyi... "Innalillahi wa'inna ilaihirraju'un! '' abdoljalal ya fadi se kuka yake riska kmr wani karamin bbyn da akace masa uwarsa ta mutu. "Ka kwantarda hankalinka sir..."cewar doctor Amina da ita kanta hankalinta ya tashi, saboda ta kula yarinyar karamace sosai "Dan Allah doctor ki temakamin wallahi doctor ni kaddarace kawai tasani mayin abinnan, kuma nayi nadama, bazan mani karaba..." Yayi maganar kamar wani yaro ba babban mutum ba. Doctor tace "karka damu sir... Bari in koma in dakko kayan aiki yanzu ynzu..." Abdoljalal yace "Toh ki dawo yanzu pls...wlhi ji nakeyi kmr zan mutu..." Doctor tace "toh sir yanzu zan dawo ...ka kwantarda hankalinka..." Tana fadar hkn ta fice a dakin tana mamakin babban mutum kmr Abdoljalal yau yake kuka tabbas ta hango soyayyar yarinyar a idanuwansa, kuma tayi mamakin hkn, saboda babu wanda besan wacece matar Abdoljalal ba, kowa yasanta da bakin halinta dan tuni yabi jikinta. Doctor amina mamaki ya kulle mata kai duba da irin yadda ya keta yarinyar mutane, daman dagani tasan zeyi girman Azzakari. Ba jimawa doctor Amina ta dawo ta taddashi rungume da yarinyar a jikinsa, se yanzu takara kallan face din yarinyar sosai taga yarinyace sosai bata isa daukar Wannan mugun abu ba. Ba bata lokaci tashiga bama yarinyar temakon gaggawa, Allurar bacci ta fara mata nan da nan se jikinta ya saki ya dena rawar, se yanzu hankalin Abdoljalal ya dan fara kwanciya ya tambayi doctor meyasa jikinnata yaketa yawa da can. Doctor tace "Bakomai bane tsabagen azaba ce datasha da firgici yasa jikinta rawa amma ba a sume ma take ba..." Abdoljalal ya karajin tausayinta ya kuma rufesa. Doctor ta duba kasanta ta fara mata dinki harna can ciki ta dawo ta mata na waje, ita knta tausan yarinyar dukya rufeta, balleshi gogan da yaketa kwallar tausanta, yana kallan yadda ake mata dinkin dukda a gigin allurar bacci take amma fuskarta na nuna tanajin zafi sosai. "Am sorry bazan karaba..." Ya fadi yana hayowa gadon ya rungumota sosai jikinsa yana kai ma wuyanta sumba, yarinyar tasha wahala iya wahala a gunsa. doctor Amina dake satar kallansu tamata allurori guda hudu duk a duwawu, kana ta bashi magunguna tace zata farka zuwa magrib ko wurare isha'i, tace a bata abu me dumi sannan kartayi kazar kazar gudun kada dinkin ya warware. Abdoljalal yace toh hadi da tambayarta "Doctor Amma zata warke ko dan Allah?'' Doctor Amina tace "Insha Allahu ranka ya dade zata warke, amma a barta ta warke sosai saboda yarinyar tayi dauriya kwarai ma, tayi kankanta dayawa gaskiya, yadda aka mata ya danyi yawa sir,, " a kulle ta bashi maganar amma ya fahimci me take nufi, rasa ma mezece yayi, Doctor ta masa sallahma ta bar gidan da niyar anjima zata dawo ta duba yanayin jikin inta farka. Da tausan yarinyar a ran Doctor ta bar gidan hadi da tunanunnuka.


Abdoljalal ya kara rungumar abarsa bayan fitar doctor tausanta se ratsashi yakeyi tako ina,ya tsureta da ido se sauke numfashin wahala kawai takeyi da kyar da kyar tana yatsina fuska kamar lokacin yake hawanta yake sauka....shifa yasha ta suma ashe bata suma ba, duk wannan haqar dayayi mata kamar yasamu rijiya, ya dinga zurfafata. "Am sorry darling me ruwan gutsu..." Ya fadi yana kaima goshinta sumba, nan take ya tuna da irin uban dadin daya kwasa a kasanta, dabadan wannan aika aikan ta'asar barnan da yayi ba Da zuwa yanzuma ya koma yaci gaba da luma mata kaciya. Ya kara tsureta da ido duk tayi laushin wahala, saboda taji manya-manyan kaya. Mikewa yayi yanajin zuciyarsa na nutsuwa zuwa yanzu ba kamar daba, domin da kwata kwata beda nutsuwa jima yayi yanajin haushin kowa. ya nufa toilet yayi wankan tsarki ya dauro alwala shi yama mnce beyi asuba ba se yanzu da tinima akayi azahar. Sallar asubahi yayi hadi da tuba ga ubangiji sosai, kana yayi azahar nanma ya jima yana istigfari, duk a sallolinsa se addu'ur'i yaketa mata kan Allah ya tashi kafadunta, kuma ya sassauta masa jarabawarsa a kanta, saboda shide yasan ba Auranta yayi ba, kuma gashi ya lulluma mata abubuwa, kawai shide beda yadda zeyi ne yanaso ya aureta a zuciya amma sam harshensa baze iya furtawa ba, a knta yanaji ze iya rabuwa da kowa ciki harda hajiya saude,amma fa a kasan zuciyarsa a zahiri duk duniya ba macen da yake gani sama da saude, a zuciyarsa kullum cikin tuna iyayensa yakeyi idanuwansa na tsananin kwad'ayin san ganinsu musammamma Uwa, ada sam be hada mahaifiyarsa da kowa ba, zuwan saude ne ya lalata masa rayuwa gabaki daya. Tashi yayi byn ya idar da sallar yadawo bakin bed din ya kalleta sosai, se bacci taketa shararawa jefi jefi tana sauke shashshekar ajiyar zuciyar kuka. Kara kisses dinta yayi a goshi. "Kin gamamin komi.." Ya fadi a zahiri yana me sakin murmushi zuciyarsa cikeda nishadi jin mararsa yakeyi sakayau, kansa kuwa ba nauyi ba kmr daba dayakejin kansa kmr an daura masa dala da gwauron dutse. Falo ya nufa kan kujerar data zauna ta dinga goga gindinta a kai, ya kallah yaga tayi fari-fari, kissing saitin gun yayi, kana ya goge gurin ya fita tass, ya dawo dakin yaga har zuwa lokacin baccinta takeyi nan ya shiga kimtsa dakin da kayayyakinsu dasuke tsakar dakin, ya kintsa komi, amma be taba bed din da take Kai ba, saboda gudun kada ya tasheta. La'asar yayi , sam ko yunwa beji a cikinsa, ya dawo ya kwanta inda take, se bacci takeyi har zuwa lokacin ya rungumeta ba jimawa bacci ya daukesu. Se magrib ya farka yana mejin haushin baccin yamma da yayi amma beda yadda zeyi baccin ne ya kamashi sosai. Sallarh magrib yayi zuwa lokacin doctor ta dawo, ta kara dubata sosai har lokacin baccin wahala takeyi bata farka ba. Doctor ta kalli Abdoljalal dake cikeda tashin hankali yana sauraren me kuma zatace masa ya kara samun Almuqri'ah dinsa. tace "Dasauki insha Allahu zata farka koda zuwa anjima ne...kada a batta tayi kujiba kujiba saboda akwai dinki a jikinta..." Abdoljalal ya sauke ajiyar zuciya yace "Toh doctor...daman nace please an dinketa da kyau kou? Saboda kar nazo naji gurin a bude haka de kingane? Dan maza basaso suji mace bata rike musu gabansu?" Doctor ta tsura masa ido, mamakin kalamansa takeyi saboda shidin babban mutum ne sosai, se taji kunya kuma tace "A, sir na dinketa sosai, insha Allahu komi zeyi normal..." Abdoljalal ya marairaice yace "Allah yasa ta warke dawuri..." Doctor ta amsa da Amin...ta masa sallahma ta tafi tana mamakin halin maza. Se wuraren 10:pm ta tashi se sannu yake binta dashi, yanajin wani irin soyayyarta na ratsashi tako ina. A wahalce ta tashi, tako ina a jikinta ciwo yake mata, ta bude idanuwanta sosai masu bala'in nauyi a kanshi, Abubuwan dasuka wakana suka shiga dawo mata kai, nan take haushinsa ya rufeta, ta kauda idanuwanta gefe, batasan Azzalumi baneshi se jiya, nan take taji ta tsaneshi ma baki daya,,, ta zame kanta dake kan cinyarsa, ya kara binta da sannu, harda sa Albarka. "Me kikeso kici gimbiyar matan duniya?'' Ya fadi jikinsa na rawa se