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dagani sai shi sbd wani irin maseefar kishinsa nake.....

lokacin da'aka soma shirye shiryen bakinsu yaya yusif hanani sakat yayi da bai son yawoce yawoce kasancewar kowa alokacin cikin busy yake dole sai ni ma nashiga lamarin kai kawo Amman hk na hakura nabi son ranshi kmr ba bakin yan uwana ake ba...
duk wani event da aka shirya da kyar ya barni na hallarci guda biyu sai dinner wanda yace karfashi kafata...

ko gurin dinne duk inda nayi kallona yake gbdy natsuwarsa ya tattara ya daura kaina.
mutane ma takoina kallona suke kasancewar irin azababben kyaun danayi har ya Baci sanye nake cikin wata hadadden doguwar rigar matarial wacce akayiwa dinkin wedding gown har kasa sanye da takalma masu shegen tsine naci uwar make up kmr ina daga cikin amare idanunwa mutane na nesa dana kusa dana cikin dangina duk suna kaina ko amaren basu kaini kyau ba.
sannan ko amare ba daura ido akansu ba kmr ni. ina tsaye cikin wasu daga cikin yan'uwana hjy harira takaraso gareni ta janyo hanuna tana murmushi ta nufi wajen wani table wanda mutun uku ke zaune wanda duk yan'uwana ne na gaishesu cike da natsuwa tace ga salemar man ..ta wuce ta barni tsaye cikin tashin hankali dan nasan idanun taufeek na kaina domin ina jinsa asansar jikina.


shima dayake zaune gefe guda inda na masa masauki sanye yake cikin shigarsa ta kullun riga da wandon suit ce ash colour sai yar cikinta fara kal sai farin agogo dake daure da tsintsiyar hannunsa wani irin kyau yayi na fitina ga sihirtaccen kamshi turarensa oud touch dake tashi .
mata ne bila'addadi suke kallonsa agurin kmr zasu cinyeshi.
ina tsaye gabansu yaya yakub naji gabana na faduwa fiyye da farko take jikina yabani wani abu .
"na juyo ahankali tare da tsura masa ido.. shima ni din yake kallo kmr zai cinyeni da hannu na tmbyeshi menene.
kawai naga ya girgiza kai tare da mikewa tsaye wanda lokaci ne matan dake zaune a gurin suka sake samun damar morewa kallonsa son ranshi .
ina kallonsa naga ya juya yasoma tafiya fuskar nan tashi ahade.. nayi saurin barin gurin na biyo bayansa koda na nufo inda yayi parking din motarsa har yashiga ya zauna yayi mata key.
na zagaya da dan sauri na bude dayan bangaren nashiga na zauna ina kallonsa ina shiga yayi lock din motar yadda naga ya hade rai yasa gabana cigaba da faduwa na kamo hannushi cikin nawa my hope meyasa meka duk kayi wani irin hk?
bana son ganinka cikin damuwa... nothing kawai yace min tare da fexgar motar da a gudu. nace aa ina km zaka kai ni, ki zauna zaki gani
ni dai ban sake ce masa komai ba har muka iso gidansa amman farincikina gbdy yagama dakushewa zaune kawai nake xuciyata na min suya.
muna isa ya fito daga bangarensa yazo ya bude min murfin kofa yana min nuni da hannunsa dana fito wani takaici da haushi ne ya cika zuciyata.
naki motsawa balle na fito ganin yadda naketa cika ina batsewa da hura haci yasa shi sanyo kanshi cikin motar tare da cewa abu mafi sauki kenan , cicciboni yayi ya fito dani rungume ajikinsa yasa kafa ya rufe motar yayi cikin gidan dani bai direni akoina ba sai a tsakiyar gadonsa yayi min rufa da fadadden kirjinsa na kawar da fuska yasa hannu ya juyo da fuskata muna fuskantar juna saleemat yakira sunana nayi masa banza...... fushi kike dan na baro gurin dinner dake..?
nan ma nayi masa banza naki cewa masa komai sai hawaye daya soma xubo min muryata cikin kuka nace dan me zaka baro gurin dinne dani..?
wannan bikin fa na yan gidanmu ne.. .....km
bikin yan'uwana ne same mother same father ba gayyatata akayi ba, nakarasa mgnr ina kuka sosai ok am sorry karki kuka ki bata min kwalliyarki .. i don't need any excuse or sorry just take me back to the place.
wannan ne km baki isa ba yabani amsa da hk yana mikewa daga samana yasoma cire suit din jikinsa bazai yiwu na meidake ana kallon ki kmr za'a cinye min ke ba.
ahankali km ya canza salon mgnrsa ko baki lura da yawan mayun dake zaune agurin bane..?
dan takaici bansa lokacin dana ja masa tsaki ba.. ya kalloni da sauri lokacin dayake kokarin cire dogun wando jikinsa tsaki saleemat... ya furta yana kallona ni kikawa tsaki ...?yasoma takowa xuwa inda nake kwance ko matata datake zamana bata taba min tsaki ba.bama isa ba...
yau kika fara acikin wannan dakin daidai wannan lokacin km ina tabbatar miki anan zaki barshi dan bazaki sake ba....... da karfe ya haye kaina na saki kara.......dan Allah kayi hkr no yarinya you most pay for it yasoma rabani da kayan jikina har sai ciresu tsab sannan ya cafki bakina yasoma hukintashi da tsotso na azaba ..
kafin daga baya ya zarce yasoma sex dani ban san akwai sex na azaba ba sai a wannan karon domin duk wanda yake min dadinsa nake ji amman na yau na mutuwa ne ya galabaitar dani sosai.
iya azaba na shata ahannunsa banda kuka babu abinda nake ina bashi hkr bakina kuwa wani irin zugi azaba ya dinga min..
gashi yaki shirin maidani gida .
yace ranar a gidansa azan kwana .
nayi kuka nayi maseefar amman yaki meidani gashi kwana yayi yana abu daya dani. na wahala dan har karamar rama nayi ni kaina nashiga hnkli dashi.
sai da asuba ya meidani gida duk jikina yayi tsami banda ciwo babu abinda nake ji ajikina koda nashiga gida babu wanda ya gane ban kwana agida ba kasancewar yanayin biki dan lokacin kowa bacci yake .

amare sun tare a dakunansu.... acikin dankara dankara gidajen mahaifina dake nan cikin unguwarmu kowa gidansa daban sai dai a jere gidajen suke da junansu .

" byn wata daya.

da gama auren su yaya yusif ke da wuya abubuwan hjy harira suka soma canzawa da fari yaranta ne suka koma gidajen mazajensu budi yasoma wanxuwa cikin lamarinta ,yayinda bin bokaye kuwa babu abinda ta fasa kullun cikinsa take yau bata wannan kauyen gobe bata wancan kauye kullun a tafe take dan kawai ganin ta kassara yaya'n hjy babba ...

jikin hjy babba kuwa babu laifi ta dan samu sauki sosai dan yanzu har zaunar daita ana yi ajingina mata pillow. sannan tana cin abinci.

wata rana ina zaune akan cinyar prof taufeek a office dinsa byn mungama shan budirinmu dashi yake gaya min matarsa zata kawo masa ziyara na tsawon wata guda, hankalina yayi mugu mugun tashi dan kusan na manta da labarin wata matarsa.
dan hk ina son mu dan dakata da mu'amularmu har sai byn tafiyarta. tinda yasoma mgn nake kallon bakinsa har ya dasa aya,
na mike na gyara zama hijabina zan bar office din..
da sauri ya rungumoni jikinsa nasoma kokuwar raba jikina dana shi.
ke ki natsu man bacewa nayi mun rabu ba fa kawai dai for the mean time zamu kauracewa juna har ta tafi ba dan komai yasa nace miki hk ba nasan halin matata tana da maseefar kishi akaina matsawar taganni dake zata iya illata min ke kinga ai ta cuceni pls salemat ki fahimceni na fixge jikina ta karfi tsiya ina kuka nace nasani ai wata rana sai ka min hk amman koma fiyye da hk. sbd matar zatazo shine zaka nesanceni ko?
amman babu komai na barka da alkwarin daka daukarwa kanka alokacin da kake kokarin yin disvirging dina idan ma kana da niyyar cin amanata ne Allah zai gaugauta saka min. karka manta
ban san komai ba kaine kasoma meidani hk ina gama fadar hk na juya na bar office din ya biyoni yana kiran sunana nayi masa banza . har gurin motata yabiyoni haba salema yadda kika dauki mgnr ba hk bane kalli yadda kika janyo hnkli mutane kaina, kai kaso hkn takasance kasan kana da wannan jin kunyar meyasa kasoma soyayya da yar cikinka naja motata na barshi nan.
daren ranar prof taufeek yazo gidanmu sbd yakasa samun natsuwa ina daga bancoly dina na hangoshi nace kar abarshi yashigo .
bai damu ba yaja ya tsaya kofar gidanmu jingine da motarsa yana kallona daga inda yake..ni km ina tsaye sanye da riga da wando na bacci dana gaji da tsayuwa nakoma ciki wajen awa daya na sake lekowa yana nan tsaye tsaitin dakina naja tsaki hk na dinga lekashi yana gurin har asuba inda bacci ya daukeni a bancoy ..daga wannan lokaci na toshe duk wata kofar dazata sadani dashi shima xuwan matarsa yasa yaji dadin yaddda nayi masa banza dan ko koyardamu yashigo yi ,fita nake nabar ajin har sai yagama na dawo har prof shu'ab yakirani ya tmbyeni me ya hadani dashi nace babu komai.
a wani yammaci dana shigo school kasancewar ina da evening lecture.
ina sanyo hancin motata inda zanyi parking idanuna suka sauka akanshi shi da matarsa suna fitowa daga dogon baradan dazata sada mutun da farfajiyar makarata.
tana rungume danta akafada shi km yana rataye da jaka yar saman suit dinsa na makale da kwarin hannunsa gabana ne yashiga faduwa da sauri nakarasa parking din motata na zauna naki fitowa ina kare musu kallo matarsa farace sai dai nafita fari sosai kyakkyawar mace ce sai dai dan abu daya da bata dashi ,hancinta bai da wani tsaye dan duk wanda ya kalleta bazai ce mata me dagon hanci ba .
akwai ta da idanuwa masu kyau gaske sai dai gajeruwa ce amman ba gajeruwa dukus ba sannan tana dan da fadin baki sabani nawa dan karami .
take jikina ya dauki rawa ganin dana masu zuciyata kuwa wani bugu take ahankali na sanya jikina kuzari na fito .
ina fitowa naga ya juyo da sauri nasan kamshim turarena ya jiyo aiko muka hada ido dashi gabana yashiga dokawa.amman hkn bai hanani takowa ba. daburcewa yayi yana kallona daidai na karaso inda suke naji tace my Hrt muje man.
ni km dan sake rage tafiyata nayi lokacin da na hango walid yana sakar min murmushi .
hannu nadaga masa kawai dan na kular da zuciyar taufeek bawai dan naso hkn ba dan bana shiga tsabgar gayun school . walida wani matashin gayene dake maseefar sona amman sbd taufeek naki bashi dama ,
kasa motsawa prof taufeek yayi daga inda yake tsaye har sanda walid yakaraso gareni muka soma mgn kasa kasa muna murmushi. nan fa zuciyar taufeek takasa hakuri sbd maseefar tashin hankali daya tsinci kanshi ciki take kishinsa ya motsa akaina bai san sanda yakaraso garemu ba yace kai tsayuwar uwar me kake daita ..?
sir babu komai kawai muna gaisawa ne. ni km na kalleshi asheki sanan
nace kanajina ko walid daman fa akwai mgnr danake son yi dakai which is very very important muje ko.. nadaga kafafuna kenan naji ya cafki tsintsiyar hanuna ya juya yasoma tafiya dani nace meye hk ne kasar min hannu bai tsaya ba sai gurin dana paka motata ya amshi key'n motar ya bude ya turani ciki ya kulle motar gbdy ya juya ya koma gurin matarsa dake tsaye cike da matsanancin mamaki da shock yace tashiga suje .
tun daga nan masefafen kishinta ya motsa taso zuwa inda nake cikin mota zaune domin naga sanda ta nufo inda nake ya hanata bandai san me yace mata ba ina kallo ya kamo hannuta yasata cikin motar yashiga suka bar gurin tun cikin mota take masa maseefa tare da tmyrsa meye tsakaninsa dani yace nothing tace karya ne akwai ,yace ok nayi karyar.
byn ya kaita gida ya juyo ya dawo school ya bude motar yashigo ya zauna yashiga min ruwan bala'i ina ramawa ok bakinki ya isa yanka ki shiga hknli dani salemat zan shuka miki rashin mutunci.
rashin mutunci km na nawa sai dai kar a sake bani key din motata inada abin yi nakarasa mgnr ina mika masa hanuna idan bazaka bani ba na kama gabana
ya kamo hanuna yasanya min key ki kama kanki salema dani banason mu'amularki da maza ,dan Allah ki tausaya min.
fixgar key nayi na fito dole tasa ya fito daga motar na kulle na juya na barshi nan yana kallon bayana.
yammancin ranar yana komawa gida suka shiga yin tashin hankali zanga zanga da matarsa inda ta hada kayanta tace gobe goben nan zata koma.

ina cikin damuwa kwance adakina tunaninsa nake tare da jin haushin fifita matarsa dayayi akaina kiransa yashigo wayata ban daga ba sai dayayi min kira goma sannan na d'aga nace lfy waye..? yace ke banson rainin hankali nizaki cewa waye byn kingama hadamin zafi kin hadani fada da matata a dalilin dagula min lisafi dakikayi .
ta shirya komawa Nigeria tabarni sai ki shirya karbata kmr yadda kika saba nace never in history taufeek...idan ma bacci kake ka farka sannan kasawa ranka wani abu me kama da abinda kake mgn akai bazai sake shiga tsakanina da kai ba... nifa ka nuna min bani kake so ba jikina kake so, soyayyarkar na gurin matarka kaje ka lallaba matarka ta zauna tare da kai so that zaka samu abinda kake so enough. amman ni saleema dawood yusif bazan sake mallaka maka kaina ba tsaki yaja ya kashe wayarsa.

washegari tabi jirgin safe takoma yakirani yace min ta wuce nace allah ya kai lfy tare da katse kiran.
sosai na fita harkarsa na daina hulla dashi na dinga nuna masa ko in kula duk abinda zaiyi baya gabana shima tin yana sharewa har fa abin yasoma barazana dashi
yasoma neman shiri dani zanga zanga ni kuwa na rantse na sake rantsewa tare da alkwarin babu abinda zai sake shiga tsakanina dashi.
dan duk nacin sa gurin mushirya naki yarda da shirin.
dan hk wata rana monday muna zaune a sitiroom ni dashi byn damben bala'i da sukayi da securities din gidanmu gurin sun hanashi shigowa wanda daga karshe sai dana sa baki suka barshi yashigo.
yatasani agaba atsakiyar kafafunsa tare da tsura min idanunsa ya zagaye kuguna da hannuwansa duka yana bani hakuri akan laifin da yayi min .
na zuwan matarsa wata irin razananniyar tsawa mukaji from know where an buga mana na mike a frigice na bar kusa da prof ina zare ido jikina na rawa tsoro suka min duran makiya na dinga kmr na saki fitsari tsabar tashin hankali dana tsinci kaina mahaifina nagani tsaye yana kallonmu a fusace yace waye shiiiiiii? yayi min tmbyr yana kallona take jikina ya sake daukar karkarrawa na kasa mgn.. wani figici da matsacin tsoro ya farmaki zuciyata tare da min diran makiya .
ya juyo yana fuskantar taukeek dake tsaye tare da auna masa wani irin banzan kallo me hargitse kwanya sannan yace waye kai...?
daga ina kazo nan ?

meye kawoka gidana km har cikin nan ?

shafa sumar kanshi yayi sannan ya gaida mahaifina cike da ladabi. dakatar dashi yayi ta hanyar sake cewa waye kai.. na tmby ba gaisuwa ba.
sunana taufeek abubakar tafeeda gulunbe ni malaminta ne sannan ina sonta .
km aurenta nake son yi.... shine ka tasa min "ya" agaba ka kwakume kmr zaka cinye min ita? duk fadin gurin nan bai isheka zama ba sai sanya min ita ajikinka .. kai tun yaushe ma kasoma zuwa gidan nan da banida masaniyar hkn?
prof taufeek wanda yashiga tashin hankali ganin reaction din mahaifina yayi saurin cewa shekara daya da wata takwas kenan inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun abinda naji mahaifina ke furtawa kenan yana sake maimaitawa sannan yace ina raye acikin gidan .. Kai a garinku aka ake neman aure ?prof taufeek
yayi shiru ya sunkuyar da kanshi kasa abinda nake son sanar da kai yadda kaxo neman auren yarinyata kwata kwata bai yi ba amman na yafe maka sai abu naga da zagaya maka na dade dayiwa yarinyata miji ..
da wani mugun sauri ya dago idanunsa yana duban mahaifina yace eh abinda kaji nace hk ne nayi mata miji dan hk ga hanya ka kama gabanka kabar min gida tun ban sa ma'aikata sun hukunta min kai ba . tunda mahaifina yasoma mgn naji zuciyata ta tsaya cak ta daina aiki na wucin gadi na dawo tmkr wata matacciya atsaye akan kafafuwana kusan minti biyu sannan zuciyata tacigaba da bugawa da karfi tmkr ana bugamin guduma mgnr babana ba iya kunnena kadai suka tsaya ba har cikin tsokar dake makale akirjina nake jin dacinta .
matsowa nayi kusa da mahaifina ina kallonsa ina son ya sake mgn domin so nake nasake jin abinda ya fada din karya ne ba gsky ba .
sbd dacin kalmar danaji ya fada lokacin.

ahankali naga prof taufeek yayi kasa ashe dukursawa zai yi agaban mahaifina muryasa na rawa yace ba... ba kayi hakuri nasan nayi kuskuren gurin neman maka yarinya batare da ixininka ba amman dan girman allah karka hukuntani bisa wannan kuskuren dana aikata sbd ina son saleema ..so kuwa me karfi na kwadaitu da son aurenta nayi hk ne sbd kada na yanke mata karatunta ko kawo nakasa cikin rayuwarta.
wanda bansa kuskure na tafka ba kayi hakuri dan girman allah karka rabani daita.
rabani daita tmkr barazana ce ga rayuwata .
nima dukursawa nayi jikina na kirrrma kmr yadda jikin prof keyi .
hawaye kuwa kmr fomfo sai ambaliya suke saman fuskata ,bakina na rawa nace karka min hk ya babana... karka rabani da rayuwata ina son taufeek bazan iya rayuwa babu shi ba asanina nasan baka min miji ba kayi hakuri muyi kuskuren..... a fusace ya dagoni ya daukeni da wani gigitaccen mari ki min shr ..
tunda har kinsa ki kawo nmj gidanku batare da sanin mahaifinki ba zaki iya yin feyye da hk ke idan diyar albarka ce ba gurina zaki turo sa ba .
kwata kwata banji zafin marin dayayi min ba na sake cewa kayi hakuri baba tsoron aikata hkn nayi, ahankali naga prof